My life(G.D) {ON HOLD}

11

~Grayson~

"Ya she hasn't left her room once in the past week" Ethan said over the phone making me pull at my hair in frustration

"Has she been eating at least?" I asked worried about her

"I leave food at her door three times a day and knock and when I check again it's gone so I'm guessing" He said making me sigh in relief that she's at least eating and ok

"Have you seen her at least once" I asked

"Nope. She locks the door and stays there all day. It doesn't help that there's a bathroom in there too so she has no reason to leave cause I bring her the food" He said and I nodded even tho he can't see me

"Well thank you for watching out for her bro" I said and I could tell he nodded even tho I can't see him

"No problem bro" He said and we said our goodbyes and hung up

~Flower~

I heard Ethan on the phone and I know it was with Grayson cause he was talking about me, he's either really loud or he was by my door

I have been eating tho cause I get really hungry so I wait till I hear him walk away to open the door and eat.

I shower and just chill, not having the energy to watch tv or be on my phone. I just lay here either looking at the ceiling or sleeping.

Crying most of the time as well, just thinking over and over again that my parents are forever gone. Just thinking that they won't be here for my first child.

Makes me cry all over again.

~Grayson~

I haven't been sleeping without her with me, not knowing if she's ok.

I haven't been without her this long, and not knowing if or when she's coming back kills me.

I just can't live without her.

~Flower~

I heard the front door open and close then lock so I waited with my ear up against the door to see if he's tricking me and if I hear footsteps

But I didn't so I opened the door slowly and stuck my head out slowly and saw he actually left so I walked out again slowly and walked to the kitchen

I walked in getting a few snacks cause the food he brings me isn't enough cause I get really hungry.

I get a few water bottles and juice boxes and take everything to my room. I walk to the laundry room and get toilet paper and a few towels.

I walk back to my room and lock the door seeing it was really dark in my room cause I closed the blinds and curtains so no light would get in

I opened the bag I packed seeing I need to do laundry again cause I do it when Ethan goes to work. And he's working right now so I opened my room again and put a load in

I walked to my room and showered cause I felt so gross just laying in bed.

When everything was done and set I locked my door again and folded my cloths. I layed in bed once again just starting off into space until I had the urge to throw up

I know I'm not sick and I'm not food poisoned but I didn't care about that right now. All I cared about was getting to the bathroom. Throwing the blanket off of me and jumping off the bed impressed me considering that I haven't moved at all since I left Grayson

Feeling my stomach clench and tighten as everything leaves my body, feeling like I'm going to die, just wanting everything to end right now.

When I finished I flushed and brushed my teeth until I got a glance at myself in the mirror seeing I was pale but gaining a little weight. I brushed my hair again then grabbed my phone and got an Uber

I checked the time seeing Ethan doesn't get home for another hour, getting the text that my Uber is here I grab my shoes and phone and head out

I head downstairs feeling my heart about to explode

~Grayson~

Hearing my phone go off I see it's Ethan calling me I freak out cause he doesn't call me unless something is wrong and I'm freaking out cause Flower is with him

"What's wrong" I immediately ask

"So uhm I don't know where your wife is" He said making me confused

"What the fuck do you mean you don't know where she is Ethan" I asked annoyed

"As in she's not in her fucking room Grayson, I went to work and now I'm back and she's not here" He said annoyed too

"NOW HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LOSE A FUCKING HUMAN" I asked mad now

"I'm not her fucking babysitter Grayson, I just thought you would want to know she's out maybe you can find her and talk to her" He said then hung up

"Fucking ass hole" I said putting my phone down and grabbed my shoes and keys and left the house

Then my dumbass finally thought about find iPhone app, I put her number in and saw she was at the Walgreens by Ethan's house

I pull up and walk in and look around not seeing her so I start walking around fast glancing in each part not seeing her. Until I heard "have a nice day" I ran to the front seeing she was walking to a car

"FLOWER" I screamed making her turn back seeing her eyes grow wide but she turned back around fast and got in the car and it drove off fast

She left.