My life(G.D) {ON HOLD}

12

~Flower~

Pregnant.

I'm fucking pregnant.

This is not what I wanted.

This is not what we talked about.

I don't want to be pregnant when the father and I aren't together.

This isn't what I want for my baby.

I walk into the apartment seeing Ethan on the couch,  but watching him jump five feet in the air and run to me was kinda funny

Until he embraced me in a really tight hug preventing me from breathing.

"Ethan... losing air.... I see the.... light" I said earning a deep laugh from him

"I don't care. When you go into hibernation for four days then I can bear hug you all I want" He said finally letting me go making me exaggerate breathing

"Ya sorry I just wasn't up for company, I'm still not but I have to come out sometime" I said scratching the back of my neck

"How are you gummy bear" He asked making me meet eyes with him

"I'm ok just still shocked about everything" I admitted and he nodded

"He's worries about you" He said and I knew who he was talking about

"Cool" I said rolling my eyes walking past him

"He's your husband flower rather you like it or not, you can't ignore him forever" He said as I walked to kitchen to get water

"I can if you stop bringing it up" I said and he looked shocked not thinking that was going to be my answer

"So your just done with him all together? For one little mistake he made?" He asked raising his voice now

"ONE MISTAKE? I DIDN'T KNOW MY PARENTS DIED CAUSE HE WANTED TO BE FUCKING SELFISH AND A JEALOUS FUCK AND SHUT OFF MY PHONE. SO IF I DECIDE NOT TO TALK TO GRAYSON LET THAT BE MY FUCKING CHOICE" I snapped seeing him look at me shocked once again

"I understand you hur-" He started until I scoffed

"That's the thing you don't fucking understand Ethan. You have both your parents so don't come at me with you bull shit trying to make me feel better" I said then walked past him to my room and slammed the door

WHO THE FUCK IS HE TO TELL ME THAT SHIT?
HE HAS NO FUCKING RIGHT.
UGGGHHHHH FUCK MY LIFE.

Falling on the bed with a loud sigh following feeling my head pounding.

Until I felt my eyes close but I was really cold I felt like I was shaking.

~Ethan~

I felt bad cause I know I over stepped and walked to her room not hearing a sound so I walked in seeing her shaking really bad knowing she was having a seizure