I didn't know what happiness was. I had the body, I had the personality, but...it never seem to be enough for people that I wanted to be with. I just need someone to show me love and affection.
Only one person made me happy...my childhood friend, wh...
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Jillian Jane House
"I need some dick!!" Millian yelled making me laugh as I did the dishes. It's been a week since her and Kailan broke up and I could tell they haven't talk things out, they're acting like nothing happened.
I shook my head, "Who said y'all can't be friends with benefits?"
"I wish, but that'll make me attach even more." She mumbled making me nod. "I just wanna act like nothing happened."
I bit my lip and looked at her, "That ain't healthy Milly and you know that."
"It's for the best though Jillian. What if we talk and we come to conclusion to stop talking again?"
I smacked my lips and wiped my hands, "Come on you know that'll never happen."
"It's Kai. you never know what's going through that boy head."
"true..." I said lowly as I picked up my vibrating phone.
Can we talk? 12:15 PM - Kendrick 💋😻
I shook my head and texted back sure.
"What you got planned?" Mil asked walking in the kitchen.
"I gotta go meet up with somebody to talk...I'll be back later." I said walking to my room.
"Who can I come? I don't wanna be here all by myself." I laughed and threw her my range rover keys. I was gonna just drive my camaro. "Then don't...you better go talk things out with Kailan..."
She stared at me and sighed.
"I know your scared Milly...but it has to happen."
"I'll ask if he wants to chill but...I'm not bringing it up." She said walking out my room. I put my nike leggings on and grabbed red nike hoodie. I put my black timbs on than threw my hair in a messy bun. I grabbed my Coach purse than left out the house.
It was a 15 minute ride to Kendrick house. I jumped out my car and swayed to his front door like I was a movie star or something. I felt good even though I looked rough.
He opened the door with bright red eyes letting me know he was high and prolly in his feelings, "Damn you look good."
"Thanks." I said walking in the house going straight to his bar. Kendrick just lived with his mom, he never knew his father. And for her to be a single mother she was doing mighty well, but I knew there was still struggles here and there, but who doesn't have those?
He walked up behind and wrapped his arms around my waist and put his head in the crook of my neck. I sighed and tears started to fill my eyes, "I thought we weren't doing this anymore." I said making him.
"That's before I wanted a relationship with you. That's before I was ready."
"Kendrick you say you're ready, but yet you haven't shown me...you're actions doesn't match. Your all up in these bitches faces Kendrick."
