Never Leave My Side

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Miliana Marie Mitchell

"Mil what took you so damn long. I was worried." Kai shouted standing up from the bed. I sideeyed him and rolled my eyes.

"Yea sure you was? So am I sleeping on the couch or you?" I asked stripping out of my clothes changing in my pjs gaining uncomfortable as he stared at me. "And yet you still don't respect my wishes."

He scoffed and rubbed his hands together, "and yet you ain't walk in the damn bathroom to change."

I nodded and just ignored him, "so I guess it's me." I grabbed a blanket but he grabbed me hand and pulled me closer to him but I snatched away. "Keep your damn hands off of me."

He sighed, "Mil we can't move in like this. We were literally just geeked about this shit."

"Yes we were...past tense. And we don't gotta move it."

"So that new nigga got you acting brand new huh?" He asked making me snap my heads towards him. "You didn't think I smell the cologne all on you."

I smacked my lips and rolled my eyes, "Kai shut up ! I was over lyric house and our old friend was there."

"Old friend huh? What's his name?"

"First name nunya. Middle yo. Last name damn business. Mind yours and ain't nobody acting brand new if you didn't get it through your head that we broke up than I don't know how to help you. Now can I go?"

"Mil I'm sorry is that what you wanna hear?"

"Yea ass hole it is but I want you to actually mean it Kai. If I can't vent to you as my nigga thannn what are you here for?" I asked crossing my arms. "I know your my protector and all that good shit but I wanna be able to talk about my feelings and not have them getting brushed off. But hey you don't care about that either do you?"

"Miliana Marie you know damn well I care about yo feelings."

"Do you Kailan Kado Cummings? Do you really cause honestly your actions say other fucking wise. And i think imma take up  that offer of living with your mother. It's better than living with you at the moment"

I tried walking away but he snatched me up causing me to jump, "you talking out the side of yo damn mouth right now Miliana. Like you really trying me."

I looked at him and laugh, "you're really a damn joke to me Kado." Something flashed in his eyes and he let me go.

"I'm not finna keep kissing yo ass. Go ahead and go. Go get kidnapped again with yo stubborn ass! Bye Felicia." He said grabbing his phone. Anger took over and next thing I knew I grab his phone and threw it at him.

"I REALLY FUCKING HATE YOU KAILAN!" I yelled crying storming out his room

"You gone pay for that shit?" He shouted chasing after me. "You hate me cause I'm done kissing yo stubborn ass!?"

"NO I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOURE SO NOT YOU !!! YOURE SO FUCKING INCONSIDERATE OF MY FUCKING FEELINGS! WALK IN MY DAMN SHOES FOR ONCE!" I shouted pushing his chest. "I hate you!"

"Nigga I'm sorry if I'm getting tired of hearing the same bullshit with you! The same exact bullshit! You don't love yourself okay. You feel ugly. You're addicted to heroin. Okay I get it Miliana I'm tired of hearing that every DAMN day! It weighs a nigga down."

I scoffed and nodded, "AND YOU DONT THINK ITS WEIGHING ME DOWN!? I WENT THROUGH IT! ME! NOT YOU! SO YOU DONT GET TO DICTATE WHEN I CAN FUCKING TALK ABOUT IT!" I shouted trying to walk away but he grabbed me again.

"What is yo issue!? What the fuck is your issue!?"

"YOU! I WISH YOU WOULD LOVE ME AND TREAT ME LIKE YOU USED!! YOU WONDER HOW I HATE MYSELF NOW ! LOOK HOW YOU BRUSH MY FEELINGS OFF KAILAN!" I shouted not caring they we were really having a full blown argument in the middle of his moms house. Cussing and not even giving a damn.