I didn't know what happiness was. I had the body, I had the personality, but...it never seem to be enough for people that I wanted to be with. I just need someone to show me love and affection.
Only one person made me happy...my childhood friend, wh...
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Miliana Marie Mitchell
I walked into Kai parents house and looked around. It felt good to finally be free, but it doesn't feel good to know I constantly have to look over my back now. Kai shut the door and grabbed my hand.
He tried to communicate with me, but I couldn't bring myself to do it with him. I have this big ass cut on my face and on top of that I had to get like 25 bodies. I was ran through...rather I wanted to do it or not.
Why would he still wanna be with me? Is all I kept thinking.
"Milly!!" His mom shouted running to me hugging me tightly. "Baby are you okay? I mi--"
"Aye ma chill..." Kai said pushing her back. "let her breathe. she just went through a lot."
"you right..." She said backing up. I gave her a little head nod than Kai carried me up to his room.
"Here baby..." He said handing me a t-shirt and some boxers. I gave him a small smile and started to strip out my clothes. "Damn bae..." I heard him say lowly as he grabbed my waist pulling me towards him.
"Who cut you right here?" He asked trailing my new cut on my stomach. I started to cry and plopped down to the floor putting my head in my hands.
He sighed and sat next to me than pulled me in his arms, "Baby...you can talk about it. Maybe not right now, but whenever you're ready you can vent to me."
"I just f-fe-feel l--" I stopped because I couldn't finish. I hate when I started crying to the point where I couldn't finish my sentence.
"Feel like what bae? Like i would view you differently? Like I wouldn't want to be with you?" He asked making me nod.
He laughed making me look at him with a confused look, "Baby...I don't care about that shit. I'm with you for you and what you went through I know that is not you. I still wanna be with you and I view you the same. I love you Miliana Marie Mitchell...I will never leave you especially for this bullshit."
"What about my cuts?" I asked biting my lip. He smirked and felt my two cuts on my face.
"What about them? If even they fit your face. You look cold with them." He said kissing my cheek than pecked my lips.
"Boy do you know where my mouth been?" I asked sniffling and he laughed.
"Yea...but do I care?" I shrugged making him nod. "No...I'll tongue yo ass down right now."
"No you won't." I said biting my lips. He raised one eyebrow before leaning in to kiss me. And let me tell you that boy did tongue my ass down like he never did before. I climbed onto his lap and wrap my arms around his neck. He started to rub my thighs but I stopped him and shook my head.
"I'm not ready for that..."
"Bae...talk about it."
I started crying again and bit my lip, "I don't know bae it's just the fact that I'm only 17 and I'm turning 18 this month and I have 30 bodies to my name..." I said crying harder and harder by the second. "I literally missed the rest of my junior year and I gotta make the classes up. I was gone for 3 months baby...3! And I have 4 big ass cuts on my body and all of this could've been prevented if I just listened to you."
