I still can't believe how you look next to me.

You tried to reach me but you just can't help me

Title Credit: Falling in reverse- the drug in me is you.

*Oliver's pov*

I felt around me to find Austin, it startled me so I turned on the lamp.

I sat up and he wasn't there.

Did he not come home?

My stomach sank and I began dialing his number when I heard a loud CRASH and BANG coming from down stairs. My heart was pounding against my ribs. I got out of bed and wrapped a robe around me then headed for the stairs.

I slowly made my way down the winding staircase, fear coming over me.

The living room lights were on. I tiptoed into the kitchen and saw Austin wipe the floor.

Thank goodness it's you.

"Baby, what are you doing?" My groggy voice said cause Austin to jump.

"Oh shit! You scared me hun. I'm sorry did I wake you up?"

He apologized giving me his big eyed look.

"I just heard a big crash and you weren't next to me anymore." I looked around the kitchen.

He wiped up the mess and threw the rag in the sink.

He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and whispered in my ear "Happy Birthday, baby,"

His voice was so warm and he just held  me and swayed. he trailed kisses all over my face. "I was trying to make you a cake." He sighed.

I grabbed both sides of his.face and softly stroked his cheeks with my thumbs.

"We both can make the cake." I smiled.

He smiled and nodded.

I grabbed a mixer, milk, eggs, frosting, and butter.

I began measuring the milk.and Austin tied an apron around me.

"Thank you honey." I blushed.

"What can I do?" He asked

"Hm. Get the cake sheet out, please!" He nodded and grabbed out a tall round cake pan.

After a few minutes of adding everything in the mixer Austin asks "Can I mix it?" I nod stepping out of the way and stand  on the other side of the counter.

He strips off his shirt "This is gonna be messy." He flirts and winks.

His tattoos swirling up and down his body, I bite my lip and watch his muscles tense under his skin.

Jesus. Christ.

I was stuck day dreaming and Austin snapped me out of it "You enjoying the veiw?" He said giggling

My mouth was dry and I was a little embarrassed so I looked away. He came around and picked me up I wrapped my legs around him and buried my face in his neck.

"I didn't mean to stare." I whined.

He set me on the counter next to the mixer and stood between my legs.

He pouted "Baby, don't be embarrassed. This body is ALLLLLLL yours," He playfully said and did a little dance.

I giggled and playfully smacked his arm.

"Try this." He said sticking a chocolate covered finger in my mouth.

I held on his hand with both of mine and slowly sucked on his finger. We never broke eye contact.

He removed his finger from my mouth.

"It's good." I slowly said looking in his eyes. He had a smile that made everything better.

I love you, Austin.

He awkwardly began pouring the cake mix into the pan.

I hoped off The counter and

Opened the oven for him. 

He placed it in and closed it.

I grabbed his bum and he scoffed "Hands off the goods." I giggled .

20 minutes later.

*Austin's pov*

After letting the cake cool we iced it together. He was so sweet and fragile.

My little fawn.

After I scarfed down the cake and he watched in amazement.

" I'm gonna take a shower."

He yawned.

"Okay honey." I smiled

After he headed up stairs and turned the shower on I crept up the stairs stripping an article of Clothing off until I silently went inside the bathroom peeling open the curtain, staring at his pale , tattoo covered skin.

A/n: sorry guys my story didn't load, but I fixed it. c;

huge hugs and kisses, I love you.