Mommy oh mommy tell me
Why im like this,
I did everything right
How it was supposed to be,
Tell me what to do now,
How to live like this
Accepting this body,
I'm tired of all this and junk people give me,
They say things i won't even dare to speak,
I didn't do anything to them,
I don't even talk to them,
Still they don't like me,
Even I show my anger they would still hate me,
I want to change mommy,
I want to be normal like everybody,
But whatever i do it won't happen,
Doctor Peter says i can be better,
But i took those pills everyday, as said,
Sometimes too much ,when im sad and cry,
He says surgery won't be possible,
Maybe this knife will help me,
Mommy,...mommy?....mommy! Listen to me,
Don't worry this time this knife won't hurt anybody,
Im just gonna stick this to my belly,
And slice it all off,
Don't worry of the blood , i'll later clean the floor,
I know i know it's wrong to do and foolish of me,
But I've tried everything, now gotta try this,
I hope they love me now, they treat me better,
I have a normal life ,far exclusive than ever,
So here goes nothing.....1,2 and 3!
