Jack & Conor Maynard Imagines

Jealousy (Jack Maynard)

Seeing him with her just tore my heart in multiple pieces.

Yes, Jack and I broke up months ago because we were scared of ruining our friendship.

We have been best friends since we were kids and we both decided to move to London together so that we could start our careers, Jack becoming a famous youtuber, me a famous writer.

With time, we got closer and ended up kissing more than once, we even tried being in a relationship but both of us were scared of jeopardizing our friendship so we decided to stay best friends.

It has been 3 months that Jack has been with his girlfriend and three months that I had this feeling that my heart's being ripped out of my chest. Of course, I'm happy for him and I wouldn't do anything to ruin his happiness, even if that meant that I wouldn't have mine. That's how much I love Jack.

Sitting between Conor and Joe, I glance at Jack and his girlfriend. I had nothing against the girl, she was kind to Jack, supportive, fun but she was with my Jack, of course I couldn't say anything considering her status in Jack's life.

He smiles at her, her hand on his cheek as he looks at her with a smile, making me look down at my hands, something that Conor noticed. Conor always knew that I had feelings for Jack may it have been four years ago or even now, he knew. He took my hand in his, making me look up at him, a small smile appearing on my face, thanking him for being there for me.

A few hours later, I head to the kitchen and grab a drink, Jack following me and gripping on the counter:

"What the hell was that about ?" he says, anger seeping from his voice

"What are you talking about ?" I ask, my eyebrows furrowing themselves 

"On the couch, I saw you holding Conor's hand" he says, leaning on the counter

"He was just holding my hand, Jack, relax, besides I don't understand why you're acting like this, you have your girlfriend" I say as I head back to the living room, feeling Jack's gaze digs a hole in my body as I sit by Conor again, whispering what happened in the kitchen as Conor shakes his head, wondering how oblivious Jack could be.

I stand up and head to the balcony, chills creeping up my body as I forgot my jacket but not feeling like stepping back in that room seeping with hers and Jack's love.  I look at the stars, wishing that things could change, wishing that I hadn't chickened out, wishing I hadn't let him go.

I hear the door open but decided to keep my gaze on the dark sky, my hands rubbing my now cold shoulders when I feel fabric land on my shoulders, recognizing the smell of his cologne:

"Listen, Y/N, I'm sorry for the way I behaved before, it was inappropriate" he says but then, I broke down. I prayed that he wouldn't hear me, my sobs staying silent until I lost it.

Everything I was holding back for the last three months came pouring out. I felt his arms around me:

"Y/N, what's wrong ?" he asks, concern showing itself on his sweet face

That one question brought rage out of me:

"You are so OBLIVIOUS, Maynard ! Don't you see it ?! I LOVE YOU, I have for months, and not just a my friend, I love you more than that ! I want to be the one in your arms everyday, I want to be the one you think about when you wake up and when you go to sleep, I want to be the one that you'll randomly call just because you miss the sound of my voice, I want to be the one to be there for you when you're at your highest and lowest points, I want to be the one you love" I whisper the end, saying to myself that I clearly fucked up

"Yn, I..." I push him, tears rolling down my face as I head back to the living room and head to the door, banging it behind me, I run down the stairs and out the door, running as fast as I can.

After a few minutes, I end up in a park, looking around when I sit on a bench and break down, knowing that my friendship with Jack is gone forever.

My phone rings, showing Jack's number, I hang up

Then Conor, Joe and Caspar, I hang up on all of them, that's when I decide to head home, hoping that my fatigue will get rid of this nightmare of a night...

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What a twist you guys ! There will be a part two of this imagine and I can't wait to wrote it, anyways, I hope you guys enjoyed this imagine, if you did please vote and/or comment, love ya guys !