Unseen | Hyunjin x Jeongin

Two.

And he left me wondering.

Do I like Jeongin?

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Why Jeongin? WHY DID YOU DO IT!
I woke up in a room so bright it was blinding, I could barely see, but one thing was clear. Voices. They were shouting at me. Voices that sounded oh to familiar. It was the guys. I couldn't find the source for these voices they were just there.

They were asking me things like "why did I do it?" or saying things like "I can't believe this", even just yelling at me, what for, I didn't even know. I was to shocked and scared to even process anything at that point. Those voices started getting louder and louder, until everything stopped, then went pitch back. I legit couldn't see a thing.

Then I saw Minho looking at me with a pained look on his face, and said "Jeongin I'm sorry but everyone.... thinks that you should leave, you've hurt us... hyunjin way to much... bye jeongin." All the members starting popping into view one by one by one, then the last person showed up hyunjin he was crying. Everyone was focused one hyunjin, I tired to get close to him and say sorry for what ever I did, but couldn't. Tears started forming at the brim of my eyes. And the last words I hear are from hyunjin.

"I'm tired of trying to keep you safe jeongin. You clearly don't need me anymore, especially since you have the nerve to talk about me..." and he ran off wiping away his tears.

"Hyunjin... no", I said. Tears threatening to fall. "Hyunj-", but before I could finish my sentence he was gone, so were the others. I was alone. I started crying, tears falling down my checks, one followed by another.

Then I heard shouting. "jeongin...
JEONGIN!" The voice became clearer. Suddenly everything was back to normal, i sat up straight, and I looked around to see Minho grabbing onto my shoulders, and hyunjin sitting next to me with a mix or sadness, confusion, and pain in his expression.

"Innie what happened, I came up here to check up on you, and you looked pale, like you were scared of something." Minho said, while letting go of my shoulders. I didn't say anything, I didn't want to tell ANYONE. I'm glad that most of the members are still sleep. Then hyunjin spoke "then when I came up here, you were crying, we were trying you up for a full 7 minutes but you wouldn't." I turned to look at him. Hyunjin looked like he was just on the verge of crying. It's my fault. I gave hyunjin a tight hug and thanked Minho for checking up on me.

Minho said that there's no need to thank him, he was just doing what he was supposed to do. After a couple of minutes of silence, Minho gave me a hyunjin a hug and said he'll see us in the morning. Once he left, I turned around so that I'm facing hyunjin. "Innie? Why did it look like you were having a breakdown while still sleep?" He wasn't looking at me directly when he asked this. I didn't know what to say, I most definitely didn't want to tell him about my dream... well more like nightmare.

I looked away from him, not knowing what to say, but when I looked back at him to just tell him the truth. He was crying. I don't like to see Hyunjinnie cry. It's like I just got shot multiple, it's painful to watch. At least for me it is. I couldn't take it anymore. The room felt like it was getting heavy, like the walls are closing in on me. I almost did something that I wouldn't do.

"Hyunjinnie?"

He looks up at me.

"I'm fine ok?"

He gives me a weak smile and nods his head.

I could tell he didn't really believe it as much. I could tell he's trying to believe what I'm saying.

I realized something though, I did the one thing I didn't want to do-

I lied to Hyunjin...

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I finished this chapter at like 2:30 am...

Word count ; 688