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I'm pulled out of my thoughts when jack put an arm over me, I lost all sense of control I could feel my body shaking because I've miss his touch so much. I went to cuddle up to him when he rolled over cuddling into me and whispered I love you jaz
I couldn't take this anymore I broke down crying while still in his grip. I'm done I can't do this anymore I get up out of his grip put some clothes on and leave.

I reach the nearest bar in town go in have a few drinks. When a smoking hot guy comes up to me
"Can I buy you a drink" he said
"If I get to know your name first"
"Of course my name is Ben"
"Well Ben how about that drink"
"Not before you tell me your name"
Oh yeah I'm Brooklyn, but call me brook"
"Okay brook, what drink you having"
"Whatever doesn't faze me"
"Ooohh I like that"
Ben buy me a few drinks, we're both drunk just having a laugh I haven't been this happy in awhile.
"Wanna come back to mine brook"
"Sure thing"

We get back to Ben house watching a movie witch was really hard since we're drunk Ben kept looking at me I kept looking back then I thought to myself fuck it and then I just went for it I leaned over and kiss him he kissed back the kiss got really heated, he put me into his lap his hands Grabbing onto my arse, my hands in his hair, we kiss for a while before I start to take his shirt off, he takes mine off he then turn us over so he's on top of me he takes my shorts and boxers off. He was about to you know when I stopped him
"Stop"
"What wrong"
"I can't do this"
"What do you mean you can't do this"
"I just can't I'm sorry" I push him off me get up get dressed.

"I thought you wanted this"
"I thought I did to, but I can't I'm still stuck on my ex actually no I'm not I'm in love with him and I plan on getting him back no matter what it's take, I don't care that he's in love with jaz I want him back and I'm gonna do everything i can, I'm sorry but I can't do this to him I'm sorry I have to go"
"Umm okay then, if things don't work out just call me"

I ran back to the flat I ran up the stairs almost falling down them from being drunk. I open the front door trying not to make to much noise but I Failed I go in to the kitchen/mindy room where I see andy sitting on his bed on his phone
"What the hell brook it's 4 am"
"I know sorry I need to tell jack something but I just need to have a glass of water first"
"Okay then are you drunk"
"What nooooo"
"Brook I can smell the alcohol on you"
"Okay yes I am"
"Why"
"Because I was laying in bed with jack when he was cuddled up to me and whispered I love you jaz and it just broke me so I left went to a bar and got drunk, I also went back to some guys house and also most had sex with him"
"Wait you what"
"Yeah we almost had sex but then I stoped it because I'm in love with jack I can't do that to him even though he's dating jaz, I love him so much I want him back even if he loves her"
"Aww Brook that's so sweet"
"Thanks, so anyways why are you awake"
"Can't sleep, I'm use to sleeping with rye or at least in the same room"
"Aww mate why don't you just go in and sleep with him then"
"Because he shares a room with Hrvy now"
"So"
" I don't wanna go in there"
"Then sleep with one of his hoodies it's will have his scent on it"
"That a good idea but I don't have one on me"
"Then I'll get you one hold on"
I go into rye and hrvy's room get one of rye's hoodies and give it to Andy
"This should help you sleep"
"Thanks brook"
"Welcome, anyways I'm gonna go and tell jack how I feel"
"Don't you think you should wait until tomorrow when your sober"
"Nope I love him and I want to tell him now"
"Okay go get your man"
"I plan on it"

Jack's POV
I'm sleeping peacefully dreaming about brook. The dream was about how brook wants me back and to be honest I want him back to. I never realised how much I actually love, need him I don't know why I moved on well actually I didn't really I mean I only dated jaz because I wanted to push all my feelings for brook aside because I thought we needed time apart and to focus on the band but what we really needed was each other, time alone together. I was planning on breaking up with jaz sometime this week but I don't know how.

I was woken up to someone shaking me
"Jack wake up"
"Ahhh What"
" I need to tell you something"
"Okay What is it, you kinda ruined my dream"
I was really enjoying my dream about brook he better have a good excuse for waking me up at 4:30 in the morning.
"Oh sorry"
"Are you drunk brook"
"Yes but".....I cut him off
"I'm not doing this right now"
"Please just listen okay"
"Fine"
"Look jack.....I know your with jaz or whatever but I'm in love with you I always have been and always will be, I'm not just going to let you go like that we dated for 3 fucking years I'm not just going to let you throw it way I love you and I want you back"

I couldn't believe it after everything I've done he still loves me and wants me back I literally just had a dream like this what the hell, of course I still love him too I want him back as well but I'm still with jaz but I do plan on breaking up with her.
"Brook I still love you to, I had been planing on breaking up with jaz and getting you back"
"Wait really"
"Yes I was stupid to think we needed time apart, what we really needed was time just us"
"Jack omg I'm so happy to hear you say that I love you so bloody much you have no idea"
"I love you to, one question"
"Yeah"
"Will you be my boyfriend again"
"Are you kidding you don't even need to ask of course I will, but what about jaz you said you love her"
"I don't love her, I'm going to break up with her tomorrow, I don't wanna be with her I wanna be with you, you're who I belong to"
" okay, you have no idea how happy I am right now"
"Me to babe, now come here"
I pull brook onto my chest we cuddle and kiss , our first kiss in a while was so special I had missed those lips.
"I missed this" brook said
"Same, I miss you"
"I missed you to, I'm not letting you go again"
We then lay in bed brook on my chest and fall asleep

A/N
Sorry these past few chapters have been Jacklyn and not randy, but who doesn't love a little Jacklyn here and there. I promise the next chapter will be randy

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