Suffering From Love

Is it a Love Marginal or not?

There's nothing really big to tell, I mean, I loved aliens, the space, the galaxy, learning about it. I thought they were real, but it seems that youkais want to get in my way of things.

Apparently, now,

I have a watch that can see youkais, pretty nice, right? 

But, USApyon... I still feel horrible from that night.

It's been almost weeks since the star-watching, possibly even a month, it seems that USApyon doesn't give a care anymore, but I can't feel anything but sadness. My name is Inaho Misora, and that's my partner, USApyon. He confessed to me, unexpectedly, I rejected him in a polite way.. I suppose? Ever since that happened, the first two weeks he couldn't bare to take a step into my room, but now without a warning he started sleeping again in my room. "Inaho-saaaan~" he said it in such a mocking tone, when I looked at him he had black marker on him, "G-gah!" I yelled out, looking at him twice, I noticed he tried to paint his face like supposedly Whisper-san has it, "Inaho-saaaan~ Whaaat are yoooouuu doing, whissu-dani?" god darn it, the tone he used made me want to laugh so much, but I held in my laughter until he got up all in my face, I spat out in laughter, his face was covered of my spit, so that made me laugh even more, I was kicking my legs in laughter, oh my gosh, it was too hilarious to not laugh at, "USApyon... sorry, sorry!" I shook my hands in a direction from left to right, oh no, what was coming for me wasn't unexpected for sure. "You little..." he activated his vader mode, throwing laser beams at me, "What did I do?! I said sorry! I really am sorry!" I cried out, dodging all the beams he shooted towards me, finally he calmed down, but then he yelled at me, "Dani! You know that you should never spit in my face, dani!" I looked at the clock, completely ignoring him, it was getting so late at night, my bedroom door was half closed, I had the light on, "I wanna read my maaaangaa..." I plopped on the ground, "It's too late, dani. You should go to sleep now, dani." he gently tapped my knee and I groaned, kicking up and down but making sure I didn't hit him, "I don't waaannaaa..." he got up, trying to switch the light off, I sat down properly on the ground and giggled at him trying to reach the switch, he must've heard me giggling because he cried out, "Help me, dani!" I nodded, getting up slowly, I headed towards him and held him so he could reach the light-switch, "There you go, now switch the light off~!" he stared at me for some seconds, he had a bright smile on his face, his tiny paws reached the light-switch, turning it off he bounced out of my arms and took off his helmet, "Huh? Why are you taking off your helmet, USApyon?" he then looked at me with puppy eyes, "Dani... Inaho-san, can I sleep with you tonight, dani..?" I gasped loudly and nodded as quick as possible, "Yes, aah, you look so cute while you're sleeping.." I smiled at him, "Except when you're all stuck... it seems like you can't even breathe.." I mumbled, but haha, then again he never knew what I mumbled like half of the time. I opened the door, "Mom, goodnight, sleep tight, I love you!" I yelled out to my mom that was in the living room watching television, "Goodnight sweetheart! I love you too." she yelled back, suddenly closing my door and throwing myself onto my bed.

I patted the side of the bed where USApyon was going to sleep, he hopped onto his side of the bed, "Goodnight, dani!" he whispered, slowly turning his side away to not face me, "Night.." I replied back, I felt this weird sensation like in the mangas, this throbbing in my heart, it felt like I couldn't keep hiding away this hurting, I turned at USApyon, he already fell asleep, so quickly, I bet he really was tired, poor namekichi.. I couldn't sleep at all, I kept looking at the ceiling, then at the wall and back at the ceiling, I heard USApyon shuffle and then suddenly, he turned to face my side, he was asleep. I couldn't help but stare at him, "Who knew that he would... be in love with me, huh..." but, aah! I didn't meant for those words to spill out of my mouth, I looked at him to see if he was awake but luckily he wasn't, which was a good thing.. 'He's so cute, and when he gets angry it makes my heart go doki-doki like in my mangas!' I thought, then suddenly after realizing what I was thinking, I gasped silently, no, no, is it possible that I am falling in love with him? I completely rejected him.. unless, this is the start of one of my mangas! I've read about this once, I swear! A girl rejecting a boy but then falling in love with him in silence, so the love quickly becomes into an obsession, and then him rejecting her.. I shook my head, glaring at USApyon, I felt like I wanted to cry horribly. This was an uncontrollable pain, a pain that would turn me insane and so I faced the other way to finally go to sleep so, I closed my eyes, 'Maybe.. if I try to sleep and not think at all, I might be able to make these feelings vanish.'