Everything twisted when HE came.

The Emotional Talk

This chapter is really emotional if your in this situation please tell someone. This is the best chapter so far😭 love you guys who actually read this😘

The next day at school I found a post-it note on my chair it said

Hey,

Your beautiful and you need to understand that

Xxx

Aww I thought its Jack being his cute self again. Today was the day that I was going round Bradley's house, it was a bit awkward going round his house before my boyfriends, but... It's homework related that's okay isn't it? I don't know Sophie just stop worrying.

At lunch I was chatting with my besties;

"Are you sure it's the right thing to do, I don't want him to take advantage if me being at his house, I have a boyfriend. I'm worried." I complained to them.

"Don't worry, he doesn't seem like that kind of guy." Abby said.

"I'm sure you'll be fine, just calm down." Clover added.

"I'm just scared that Jack will brake up with me over it." I said.

"Calm down Sophie it'll be fine" Amy responded.

I was calming down, well until Bradley came up to me and asked to speak to me alone.

I did as I was told and followed him, we stopped when we got to some empty chairs in the corridor. We sat down next to each other.

"What's up Bradley, why did you bring me here" I asked

"Well, it's Jack" he said almost in tears.

"Why did you come to me about him we're in a relationship" I stuttered.

"I just had to speak to someone about it and it was you or Charlie, but Charlie is ill" he explained.

"Oh okay, you can trust me, tell me what's wrong" I said.

He looked around the corridor before explaining...

"Well, you know that your coming round mine, tonight." He started.

"Yeah"

"Well, Jack he... He had a..." He stuttered between tears.

I felt bad for him so I gave him a hug, but he didn't want to let go he just cried into my shoulder, I didn't know what to do and he hadn't told me why he was in such a state. So I pulled away, gave him a tissue and asked him to explain what was wrong. He managed to calm down before starting...

"Basically me and Jack have been friends since pre-school (kindergarten) and we were inseparable, but in year 2 I left to move house, as my dad worked all over the country, in the army. We moved to Birmingham and We have lived there for a while, until..." He said before bursting into tears again, I hated seeing him upset it was awkward.

"Don't worry about, it calm down" I said whilst hugging him. Only a minute ago had I needed to be calmed down about him, now I was calming him down.

"Until he went to Afghanistan, to fight in the war... And he was killed" he cried.

"Oh I didn't realise, I'm sorry" I said as I started to cry.

"There's no need to cry, it's not your loss" he said.

"It's just that I haven't really had any hard times in my life so I don't know what it's like. It must be so hard." I explained.

"It was and that's why we moved here, it was a hard decision but we had to start a new life, in a new place; me, mum, my sister Natalie and my dog Jesse. I didn't realise Jack had moved to here too, and he was angry with me, but I don't know why. I made me feel down. But you didn't you made me feel happy. I got a happy attitude and Jack started to be nice to me." He explained.

"I didn't realise, but I'm glad I'm improved your attitude, it's sounds weird saying that though" I said.

"Hehe, it's the truth though. Well he was being nice to me until, he started making me do things, it made me feel awkward I didn't like it. Like the letter that Jack wrote for you, he made me put it in your bag and stuff like that. And you know on your 'date' last night." He continued.

"Well if you can call it that." I laughed.

"Yeah, well you told him we are doing homework tonight, which is the truth. This morning he had a go at me swearing and everything, telling me that it was a bad idea to invite you round my house, cuz I knew that he was planning on asking you out. He gave me a lecture telling me that we are only doing homework, saying he will beat me up if I do anything to you, he shouted in my face that I'm not aloud to rape you or anything, I wouldn't do that anyway. It made me feel so bad about myself, that he couldn't trust me with you. He was like controlling me and my life. I hate it, it made me depressed and it made me want to die, he made me feel like I don't belong in this world anymore." He said struggling to keep back the tears.

I was crying and panicking, with rage bubbling inside of me I felt so bad. I just hugged Bradley so hard and we were crying into each other's shoulders.

"I'm so sorry it's all my fault I didn't realise this would happen, I'm so sorry he's such a horrible human being, I'm just, I'm just gunna break up with him now, right now." I shouted.

"No don't, he's gunna hate me even more. It's just gunna cause more trouble" he shouted holding me back.

"No but he shouldn't do that your my friend, he can't do that to you, if he carries on and you hadn't of told me god knows what could have happened, you could have started cutting, you could have committed suicide, it's a serious thing. I'm breaking up with him no matter what you say." I cried.

I stood up and stormed off back to the form room, back to Jack.