If Only || Choi Soobin [DISCONTINUED]

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Y/N's POV:

   I stirred in my bed as I heard the birds chirping out my window. As i turn to look at the time, my eyes widen as if I saw my life flash before my eyes.

   I dashed out of my bed not minding if it's messy or not.

   "Screw it!" Was all I thought as I hurried to the shower.

   I ran as fast as I can to my shower room.

   "11 am? 11 am Y/N! Your flight is in 1 p.m and among all the days you overslept ToDAy??!" I screamed like a madman as I ran past the shower room slipping in progress, "Oh shit!" I cursed loudly, not caring who I woke up or who I bumped into or whether it's a wall or a human pillar, I could care less.

   As if I was being controlled, I had no choice but to go on 2x mode today.

   After I took a 15 minute bath, honestly I still felt gross, I never showered this fast! I still could care less as I was in a hurry, I tried to desperately put on make-up to at least look decent but luck isn't on my side today.

   "God, please help me today." I mumbled as I put on eyeliner.

   Finally for a good, or should I say bad, 20 minutes of applying what seems like tattoo to my face, I felt satisfied, still not happy. I ran in a specific room and woke my childhood friend, Chaeyoung.

   "Yaaaahh My flight is in like what? An hour later and you're still sleeping soundly while it felt like I ran a whole fu-" I was cut off as Chae threw a pillow at me.

   "Finish that sentence and your walking to the airport." She glared at me. "At least get ready so I can leave now." I whined like a spoiled brat.

   "Yea yea yea go out and wait for me." She shooed me away one last time before heading to the shower.

   Chaeyoung has been my bestie since diapers and before he left.

   Chae and I have been living under the same roof since god knows when and I totally forgot when.

   I was out of my day dreaming when I heard a door slam followed by a scream.

  "Yah! You wanna walk or fly?" Chae asked still not happy that I woke her up, "I'd swim if I could." I flashed a wide smile which she replied with her eyes rolling.

   "Hurry up, I'll be waiting in the car." Then she sped past me. I will miss this house honestly, where I came from.

    I'm moving into Seoul where my brother is at, i am currently in London studying, but seems like big bro there has different plans.

   "YAHHH YOU STILL UP FOR SWIMMING!??!??" Chae yelled.

   "Pfft, kay hold up! Imma grab my bags real quick!" I yelled back.

    "AND IT BETTER NOT TAKE A YEAR LONG GOT IT?!!" Oh god I'm gonna miss her so much.

   As I grab my bags, a paper or should I say picture slipped out of my bag. I decided to grab it and check it later.

   As we were on the way to the airport, I stared at the views I won't be able to see for a while, "When you get there call me, and always say no to strangers. If ever someone tries to pull a stunt on you call me and I will get the fastest plane I can to get to you okay?" Chae said looking like she wanna cry.

"Okay mom I will!" I say trying to at least cheer her up.

   "Also, please take care of yourself, you had it hard here especially for the past 3 years. I wouldn't want to see you in that state again." Chae looked at me when we stopped at a red light.