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I wish

I wish my hands didn't shake, I wish my sister wasn't a little bitch, I wish a lot.
I wish that I wouldn't stress so much, to the point where I would rip my hair out. I wish that  people who say I stay inside way to much know that when I come out to the living room for awhile my parents tell me to go back to my cave. I love my parents so much, I wish they wouldn't be so stressed when they stop working.

I wish other people were happier and less judgmental. People think that being in school is easy, it's not. I think some adults forget how hard being a kid is.

I wish people can understand when I cry it means something other than sadness, it means anger or frustration. When I scream at you,I just am showing I care. When I ignore you I'm trying not to lash out at you. Finally, if I make jokes at serious times, or seem I don't care, I am trying to deal with it. My way of coping with things is jokes and completely throwing it out the window.