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I wish
That I could just finally be comfortable
Where I sit
In this world that's constantly changing around me
Oh, when will I be able to see
That I won't always be able be comfortable with me
And that I'll never be perfect
But still, I try

It can't just be done
Now can it?
With these words runnin' through my head
Wish I could just scream em' so I can finally sleep comfortably in my bed
And just drift
To
Sleep

Now I
Can't just be happy
I have to find a reason
Find a reason why
To have serotonin runnin through my brain
But I guess
That it's fine
Oh, fine

Well let's try to have a positive look out
On life as a whole
You say
But once again it can't be just said and done
My brain just wants to overthink and overthink and ovveerr think
yeah

Now I
Can't just be happy
I have to find a reason
Find a reason why
To have serotonin runnin through my brain
But I guess
That it's fine
Oh, fine

When will the day come
The day you all seem to forget me
It's been almost two years
Why hasn't it
Come yet
You seem to
Be bored
of  me

Now I
Can't just be happy
I have to find a reason
Find a reason why
To have serotonin runnin through my brain
But I guess
That it's fine
Oh, fine
Fine fine fine fine

Now I
Can't just be happy
I've gotta figure out how to get all of it out but yet
I can't
Seem to find
A way
To get
It out
Right now

3/21/2019 10:13 pm

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