Bad Romance.

2

Stefani Germanotta 

When I got home I went upstairs to my room and saw that the bed was empty, so I guessed that Christian didn't come back home. It meant that I was sleeping alone tonight. It's been a while since I've slept alone. I usually have Christian with me and that's been going on for two weeks now and I just got used to having someone with me.

But I didn't fuss over it, I'm a big girl and I'll get over it. I always do.

I walked to the bathroom to take my makeup off and I just stood there, looking at myself. My blonde hair was a mess and I had smudged makeup all over my face since I kept crying and laughing with Bradley. I really had a great time with him. I also want to make him food again. He just enjoyed it so much, and he seems to eat a lot since he is such a huge guy.

As I washed my face and moisturized it, I kept humming a tune that was new to me. I then thought back to the lyrics that have been in my mind all week "I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in
I'll never meet the ground
Crash through the surface, where they can't hurt us
We're far from the shallow now''

I ran to my typewriter and wrote the lyrics down and then I got to my piano and played the tune. I wrote everything. I tried to give it some body but my mind was blocked and then I decided to sleep. Tomorrow I have to meet Bradley at 8 and I also have to feed him so I'm going to need my energy.

I got my giant pillow and cuddled it and I fell asleep thinking of a very tall man.

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It was 5:45 when I woke up and I was still really sleepy, but I got up anyway and got to the kitchen. I made ragu alla Bolognese sauce served with tagliatelle pasta and then I made him a coffee cake dessert. While doing such I did something I should be ashamed of... I watched his movie "The Hangover.''

I laughed my head on while cooking, the whole movie was just mess and a half. I couldn't get over how funny the whole thing was, and then I wanted to watch the second one but it was getting late and I was then force to go get ready. I wore an adidas track suit and some shades, I put no makeup on. I feel a little insecure but I told myself that I didn't look as bad as I thought I did.

On my way to his place I called Mark Ronson, my producer and friend, "Dude I got a really cool idea for the movie and I need your guys help, so call the rest of the crew and we meet at Bradley Cooper's house at 10 or 11," I said as I turned the car off since I was outside Bradley's house.

"Sure, no problem, but we have to leave early because we have a few meetings later today," answered Mark in his usual monotone voice. "Yeah that's cool, just bring me some Starbucks on your way please."

I ended the called and stepped out of the car already feeling comfortable and I rang the doorbell. I hardly waited and the door was opened for me and Bradley took my hand and hugged me, I hugged him back and it just felt so natural for us. On our way to the basement I told him Mark and the others are coming to help with a song, but I needed for him to hear it first.

"You already have a song ready, wow I knew you were talented but this is beyond that," said Bradley praising me.

"Yeah well, that's me, if only people could understand how music makes me feel, that way people will understand why I do as much as I do," I answered looking at him as I walked towards the piano and I played the lyrics that I had in mind.

When I was done I looked at him and all of a sudden I remembered what I watched this morning and I just giggled out of nowhere. He looked at me befuddled, "What's so funny?"