Bad Romance.

3

Stefani Germanotta

Bradley texted me this morning telling me that we are going to meet at our coache's studio today, he made a joke that if we went to his place first we would never leave. "We aren't that bad," I said, replying to Bradley's text.
"Stef, you left at 12 p.m. last night and look at where we are, its 6 a.m. and I'm texting you as if I'm not gonna see you in an hour."

I giggled at his text, "Well that's what friends do."
"Your right, so we meet at the studio at 7."
"Yeah sure, I just have to get ready, but somebody isn't letting me"

As I got ready, I was getting more and more creative, I had even more lyrics in mind and took my phone and jotted down the lyrics, right now my mind is filled with love songs. It could all be because I want to surround myself with how Ally is, I really want to make Bradley proud. I care about him and making him happy was really important to me.

The drive to the studio was a short one, but I had some traffic so I got there a little late. Which made me nervous, I had put makeup on and it was all due to the fact that I was meeting new people today. I already can't go out without a face full of makeup, when I go out to public, but now meeting new people and doing something out of my immediate comfort zone, like acting, was even more nerve racking.

I stayed in the car and called Bradley telling him I'm outside. I see him open the door to the studio and lightly jog to me. I looked at him and saw on his face that he knew I was not a 100% today. I opened the door and then he crouched down to me and held my knee.

"Hey what wrong?"

Bradley was so gentle, it made my heart ache, and I gave him a soft smile. "Nothing, I'm just a sensitive girl, don't mind me."
"Well I have to mind when my sensitive girl ain't happy."
"I'm just so nervous and I want to do a good job, what if I suck and then I disappoint you," and then you leave me. But my mind kept the last part to myself.

Bradley stood up and took my hands and pulled me out of the car and gave me a hug. "We are both on the deep end and we are going to dive, but guess what... we will never meet the ground, those words are for you and me, we share then with Jack and Ally."

"Thanks for the pep talk, I'm sorry if I'm being over dramatic and annoying."
"It's cool, sometimes we just need help and that's what I'm here for. I am now your designated shoulder to lean on, plus your Lady Fucking Gaga, if anyone has a right to be dramatic it's you," he said as he tapped my nose.

I will always cherish this man for being who he is, he just understands me and cares for me. He is filling a void that I never knew I had. We walked to the studio and I was feeling better and more sure of myself. We met with the coaches and worked well together for a long time, about 3 hours of work non-stop. And we were both really tired and hungry after the whole session, we then decided to go to my place and make some food. We took his car, mine was left in the parking lot since Bobby Campbell, my manager took my car to the dealer because that one was making weird sounds and he wanted to get the service one to take out for a spin.

While I was in the car waiting for Bradley to come back from the studio, since he forgot his phone, I felt like playing some music. His playlist came on and I laughed my ass of. It was all my music, Poker Face, Bad Romance and Venus. He had more but those were the top 3.

When the door opened revealing it was him I laughed even more. He looked confused and then he looked at the screen and then he gave me a sheepish smile. I kept laughing as he put the car in drive and we took off, I was trying to gaining control of myself.  "I didn't know you listened to Gaga," I said while trying to contain my laughter. "Well if you must know, am now a confirmed Little Monster." I laughed even more then and he just looked at me also smiling.