The Way We Found Love Janoskians Style

July 15th 2019

Skyelir

Today is the day. I know it is. Beau and I are in the physical therapy office, waiting to see my doctor. We've been coming here for the past 2 weeks, and I can barely stand yet, let alone walk. I don't have cancer anymore, it is cured, but it might come back, they say. I am in recovery mode right now. Trying to get back to where I used to be.

"Skyelir and Beau?" The receptionist calls. Beau stands and goes to the room and I roll myself there. We wait for the doctor and Beau comes and stands in front of me.

"I have a challenge for you." He says, a smile on his face.

"No... Beau come on..."

"It's going to be worth it, I promise."

"Fine, what is it?"

"I challenge you, to be up on your feet, for the wedding in February. Because I want you to walk down the isle." He says. I smile and pull him towards me, kissing him. The cancer only lasted 10 months, and I had it in July of last year. It only lasted until May. Beau and I were so happy when we found our I bead it. I can't wait to tell the the good news. Oh my God, he'll be estatic, I hope.

"So, do you two have any questions or concerns before we start today?" He asks.

"Uhm.... We have a deadline.... He wants me to be walking by the wedding, but I want to be walking before the next tour, at the latest."

"When is the next tour?"

"We are leaving to start the tour August 25th I think." I tell him.

"Well, that should be easy. Anything else?"

"Well, I do have one concern..."

"Yes Skyelir?"

"I can't remember if it was my doctor here or not, but I was told that I couldn't have kids.... But uh... Yeah... That doesn't seem to the case...." I tell the doctor. Beau doesn't say anything. He just sits there and stares at the floor in utter amazement apparently.

"I will call your doctor. Because everything should be recorded back to him or her, and I will be right back." He tells me and leaves. Beau stays quiet. Well what the fuck. He is supposed to be happy about this.

"Beau?"

"What, Skyelir?" He says, all pissed off.

"What the fuck put you in this mood now?"

"You're having a baby?!" He shouts.

"Really Beau?! This isn't my fucking fault!! It is very fucking far, from my fault!" I shout back.

"What the fuck ever, Skyelir!" He shouts and storms our of the room. The doctor comes in a couple minutes later and looks at me, puzzled, but not. It confuses me, people like these...

"Well, we have some news. You can be pregnant, and you have an appointment for the 18th of July, with your doctor for an ultra sound, but it means that you need to be extremely careful with every move you make with this baby." He tells me. "Now, have a great day, as Mr. Brooks seemed unpleased when he left. Do I need to call u a car?" He asks.

"No, no it's okay." I tell him. I wave goodbye as I roll myself outside to see Skip sitting in the curb.

"About time!" He says, bending over to hug me.

"Did Beau leave?" I ask. He nods. "Of fucking course he did." I say. Luke takes the handles of my chair and pushes me to the car, giving me Addi. "Why did you come?" I ask.

"Well shit, thanks? And he came in and locked himself in your room and I sat there, wondering where you were, and realized you had an appointment, so I came to get you."

"Thank you." I say, as he helps me into the car. Once he straps Addi in and gets into the car himself, he looks at me as if he is about to have an emotional breakdown herself.

"What happened with you two today?"

"I'm pregnant."

"That's what he's mad about?"

"Yeah..."

"Well, let me talk to him. He'll listen to me."

"I barely listen to you. What makes you think he will?"

"Try and cooperate here please and thanks." He says and starts driving home, where he slams on my bedroom door until it opens.

Beau

"Beau!! Open the fucking door! Now!!" I hear Luke shout from behind my door as he bangs so hard I'm surprised there isn't a hole in it. I open the door, with Brina on my hip, and sit back down on the bed with her.

"What the fuck do you want?" I ask as him and the other one comes in, Addi on Luke's hip and Emerald on Jai's hip.

"What the hell is your fucking problem?!" They both shout at the same time.

"What do you mean?" I ask them. Me picking up Brina and rocking her to sleep.

"Your fiancee is having a baby. Something that means the world to her. She was told she COULDN'T have a baby, and she is pregnant. Why can't you at least be the slightest bit happy for her? You've always wanted a child of your own too, and now you got it and you don't want one? What the fuck?!" Luke says, bobbing a crying Addi up and down on his hip.

"Like really Beau?! I always knew you were an ass hole, but this bad? Are you kidding me? She was so happy this morning when she left thew house with you. You come back alone, Luke leaves to get her, and she comes back in tears. She was so happy that she could have a baby with you, and now she doesn't even know if she wants one!" Jai says, Em trying to chew on his necklace.

"She said that? That she doesn't know if she wants a baby anymore?"

"Yes!" Jai and Luke say together, again.

"She also said she doesn't know if you two should get married..." Luke says.

"Because apparently if you don't want a baby with her, that you don't want her." Jai tells me. I leave Brina on thew bed and run out to the TV room, seeing Skyelir in the kitchen, holding onto the counter. Standing. I run up to her and hug her tighter than ever before.

"Beau, I can't breath." She says. I let her go, and she stumbles back a couple steps, grabbing me to steady herself.

"I am so so so so sorry about what I said. My reaction was inappropriate, and I apologize. I should have been more prepared for an accident like this. I mean, it isn't an accident and all, but we haven't been using protection since they told you that you can't have kids, and I'm just... I'm sorry... And I should really stop talking before I fuck something else up." I tell her.

"It's fine Beau. Don't worry about it." She says. She tries to sit back down, and I help her, out of instinct, that that's what I used to do. "Beau. Don't touch me. I can do it myself!" She says. She pushes me away and falls wrong, hurting her leg in the process.

"I am so sorry!!" I say, I go to help her stand back up and she shoves me away.

"Don't. You. Fucking. DARE. Touch. Me!" She says, angerly. "James!!!!" She screams thought the apartment. James comes running. "Can you take me to the hospital, please?" She asks him.

"But, Beau is right there...?" He says.

"James, if you want a head, just take her." I tell him. He nods and picks her up, taking her out of the apartment. Geat. Great. Just FUCKING great!