Aaliyah:babygirl 🖤

Drinking problem

A few weeks later...

I've been home alone and I haven't been going out, I also been drinking a lot, I haven't seen my kids in a while so I called my oldest O'Shea

O'Shea: hello?

Aaliyah: hey baby, what you doin?

O'Shea; playin play station

Aaliyah: ok cool, I wanna see you and Ashley

O'Shea: ok, have you talked to dad?

Aaliyah: um no, can you tell him I'm going to go get y'all

O'Shea: sure ma

Aaliyah: ok thanks baby

I then hang up and go to cubes house

At cubes house...

I was in the parking lot waiting for them

Ashley: mommy!

Aaliyah: Ashley!

I then pick her up and hug her

Aaliyah: I missed you so much!

Ashley: me too momma, where were you? How come you were not home for weeks?

Aaliyah: cuz Ashley I told you this, me and daddy don't live with each other no more

I then see O'Shea

Aaliyah: hey love

O'Shea: hey ma

We then go to the house

At the house...

I was in the living room drinking 🍷 and the kids were outside in the pool, I watched them as I drank

Later at night...

I was on the couch full tanked (which means drunk as hell) and Ashley comes to me

Ashley: momma you ok?

Aaliyah: huh um..yeah..

Ashley: I'm hungry

Aaliyah: well go make yo self something to eat

Ashley: but I don't know how to cook

Aaliyah: uhh Ashley! When I was your age I had to feed myself and make my own food cuz my dumb ass guardians didn't give a shit bout me! So learn how to make your own damn food!!

She begins to cry

Aaliyah: oh don't start with yo shit!

O'Shea: what happened?

Ashley:*sniffs* momma yelled at me cuz I can't cook!

O'Shea: what??

Aaliyah: you know what, I ain't gonna deal with yo shit right now!

I head upstairs and I almost fall

O'Shea: momma!

He runs to me

O'Shea: need help getting to yo room??

Aaliyah: no O'Shea go feed yo damn sister!

I push him away