Not So Bad

Chapter two - goodbye my love

Percy's pov
I woke up with a killer headache in a different place I fell asleep in, so I'm pretty confused.
I pushed my self up on the bed and looked around and came face to face with will and Nico . Will was busying him self with cleaning but used bandages and Nico was sleeping on a chair next to me.
"Will" I said weakly instantly regretting how helpless I sounded. You always sound pathetic you useless moron . Shut up.
" oh Percy you awake thank the gods we were worried sick. Why didn't you talk to us when you felt the need to do stuff like this we care about you and your extremely malnourished and oh Percy we were just so scared and Chiron was in tears something I've never seen ." Will fretted
" i just didn't feel it was important I'm going to therapy with one of your half brothers in new York on Thursdays so I thought I would be fine."I replayed
Nico suddenly jerked awake and tackled me into a hug and started sobbing uncontrollably.
" please don't leave me I can't  lose another sibling you like my brother a..and I c..could feel you life slipping away I was so scared!" He wailed I haven't seen him this sad since Bianca died
"I'll be ok nico I'll take another session of therapy on a Tuesday how about that I'll even let you take me if it helps ." I comforted. It made me think maybe I am needed LIES big fat lies no one needs you why haven't you died already we were so close but no stupid horse man had to ruin it ugh you such a waste of space I took a deep breath and Nico went back to sitting on his chair slightly calmed down after my words of comfort
"Ok" he said with confidence " I am taking you to all of your sessions and if I can't I'll make will ,Jason  or someone to take you. I'm not letting you do this alone."
I nodded calmly, will discharged me saying I need to speak to Chiron. So I left the medical wing and wandered over to the big house assuming that's were Chiron would be probably playing cards against mr D.
But as I was on my way my heart was shattered into a million pieces. I saw Annabeth , my girlfriend, my wise girl , the girl I jumped into Tartarus after making out with an ares camper. I just stood there in shock then I saw Clarisse and she looked mad. She grabbed her brothers collar ripping him from Annabeth throwing him to the ground and started screaming at Annabeth I couldn't hear her everything was white noise. I could see Annabeth crying and faintly hearing clarisse telling her she had no right to cry . She turned round to storm of in my direction then saw me and walked over enveloping me in to a hug that could rival Tyson's . " it's going to be ok perce" clarisse said "that bitch doesn't deserve you, come on lets get you to Chiron "
I was crushed but I should have seen it coming she was distancing herself from me ever since we won the war she probably was only with me to go on quests and be a hero . That's right she never cared .
" i know I'm a bit of a bitch to you Percy but I never hated you i just don't like new things or people and then I was jealous of how great everyone said you were . I'm sorry perce especially about my stupid brother." She said interrupting my thoughts as we got to the door of the big house
" it's ok I understand and I forgive you" I replied and she gave me a rare smile and opened the door.
"Chiron." I called in
"In here Percy." He said I walked through to the sitting room and Chiron is standing by a fire place with a book in hand
" Percy is glad your awake and thank you for talking him here clarisse."he said
"What do you mean awake were you unconscious Percy, are you ok?" She worried
"Im fine go see will or Nico tell them to explain the situation we'll meet up after I talk to Chiron then I'm going to go check up on my mum (an: sorry I'm British I say mum not mom) ask nico if he wants to come you can too if you want ok?" I replied she nodded her head and left to go hunt down nico and will.
"Percy how long has this been going on and do I need to notify sally and get you help" Chiron inquired voice full of concern
" well I've had depression since I was 7 and my mum know and has me with a demigod therapist, that's were I go every Thursday and I promised Nico I'd let him take me and go on Tuesdays as well." I informed Chiron
He plodded forward and gave me a fatherly hug apologising for not trusting Him
"I'm glad you getting help but I have some bad news , Hayden voda is a son of Poseidon I know it will be tough on you and will damage you mental state more so I am allowing you to stay with a friend or in the big house whatever you prefer I took away you knifes and sharp objects in your room and gave your pills to collect from Will every day I'm sorry but it's a precaution I have to make" he said I'm shocked but happy I don't have stay with Hayden, I don't think Nico will mind me staying with him he probably will be happy to keep an eye on me. I said my thanks and good byes to Chiron but then remembering one last thing I forgot to say.
" oh Chiron before I got here I caught Annabeth cheating on me that why clarisse was here she saw it as well and ended up screaming at her and the other guy then she came to comfort me" I said sorrowfully.

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Whoo 1025 word I have prewriten a few chapters now and I'm exhausted I hope you are enjoying this as much as I am writing it ~ kat