Late Night Cries [jilix]
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    Late Night Cries [jilix]

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    Did you hear my late night cries for help? If you did why didn't you help me? I was hoping one day you would walk through those doors and comfort me. That never happened though. All you did was ignore my pleads for help. If you could do it again wou...

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    Dear Jisungie Hyung,
    
                          
    The night they took me away from you, they came to my home and my parents let them take me. The only night I stay with them they have me taken away to some hospital. 
    
                          
    They said that I'm here for me to get help, but what do I need help with? I'm perfectly fine how I live right now. 
    
                          
    They said not eating was a problem and they're forcing me to eat food. I can't even keep it down. 
    
                          
    I want you to save me from this hell on earth. They put me in a room with a guy named Chris. He speaks English in his sleep. 
    
                          
    He doesn't really talk to me. He kind of tries to stay away from me. He does sit next to me at group therapy. 
    
                          
    One guy named Jungwoo always tries to talk with him but Chris just hides somewhere. he doesn't really talk. My nurse Yuta said that Chris has social anxiety and has a hard time meeting new people along with other things he couldn't tell me. 
    
                          
    The staff is nice but some of the women nurses are kind of slutty. They somehow make their uniforms look like some kinky shit. 
    
                          
    I have two nurses one's name is Yuta like I said earlier and the other name is Dong-hyuk. They're both really nice to me. Donghyuk said he has a boyfriend named Mark and Yuta has a fiancee named Sicheng.  I do have a different guy that watches me for a while after I eat to make sure I keep it down which isn't often since they give me too much to eat and don't let me leave the breakfast room until I finish. 
    
                          
    They asked me who I wanted on my visiting list you, Minho, Hyunjin, and Eric can come to visit me. They said only two at a time though. 
    
                          
    I hope you do come to visit. I really miss you. 
    
                          
    Love you <3- Lix
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