Late Night Cries [jilix]

Part.

[it's 2018]

Hyunjin and Eric came and picked me up. I asked if we could visit Jisung before they bring me to my parent's house. 

Eric wasn't driving to his apartment though. No, we were driving down back roads in the country. We pulled into a graveyard and they got out. 

They told me to get out and follow them. I got out of the car and followed them down the paths. I looked at all of the graves with pretty flowers on them. We went down a row and stopped by the last grave. On this grave, there was a name that made me fall down in tears. 

Han Jisung 1997-2016

Birthday September 14, 1997-Death day September 15, 2016

"What, "My voice cracked.

"Felix he died a few months before you went to the mental hospital. you convinced yourself he was still alive. See here are the notes you wrote to him. All 26 of them on for every month you sent one, "said Hyunjin and pulled them out of his jacket. 

I took them and saw none of them were open."He's really dead," I said to myself.

"I'm sorry Felix," Eric said.

***

"It was until death do us part, so since you parted first I shall also part," Felix said to himself. He had the end of a rope in his hand as it was tied around his ceiling fane. He knows he's light enough that it won't break. 

He stands on a chair as he puts the rope around his neck. He tightened it and kicked the chair. No one was home to here it being throw against the wall. No one could hear the sound of him struggling to breathe. 

He didn't put up a fight, his body did though. He wanted to die painfully he wanted to die and be with his husband. 

The window of his room was open and as the sun started to set it illuminated his cold, limp, dead body. 

His friend Changbin was walking from his house down the road and saw him in his window. He rushed into the house and found his friend dead. The only thing it said on the note on his bed was: I will now be with my love.