Late Night Cries [jilix]

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Dear Jisung, 

I'm getting out soon. Will you be there to pick me up? Will you come to visit me when I get home if not? It's been 2 years. you haven't visited. You haven't written back, you haven't visited, you haven't given me anything since I've come here. 

Eric won't let me talk about you, when I try to bring you up he sometimes starts to tear up. Hyunjin came back to visit after the end of the first year of me being here. Changbin Hyung writes to me because I didn't add him on the list. 

Chris got out 6 and a half months ago. Jeongin is getting out two weeks before me.  I'm going to be alone again. 

Yuta and Haechan have asked about you again asking if you've visited and my answer was still no. They think you should still visit me even if I'm getting out in a month. 

Seungmin, Jeongin's boyfriend, still visits him regularly. I got to meet Seungmin because he came to visit the same day Eric visited me. He was so pretty. I was a little jealous. 

Most of my scars are fully healed and only a few of them left scars. The scars are mostly on my thighs. 

Yuta said my mother came by asking if she could visit but they wouldn't let her because she wasn't on the list. She left crying. 

Chris before he left said that Woojin his ex-boyfriend tried to visit him. When Chris had gotten here he still missed Woojin and had a hope of him visiting but he grew past him. He visited with Woojin and when Woojin asked him to take him back Chris flat out rejected him. It was golden. That was another time Eric visited when one of them visited. He sure does have great timing sometimes. 

Haechan said that when I get out he would want to go out to dinner with me and my boyfriend and he would take his fiance Mark. Yuta said the same but with his now husband. Would you be okay with doing that? I think it would be fun. I remember when you got down on one knee and put that ring on my finger. They won't let me wear my wedding ring. 

see you soon love Lixie <3