Five years ago
Days passed like a flash. Qing and dayu became a good friends and roommates as well. Now dayu takes some classes with Qing. It was happy for qing. So he can looked at dayu whole day. He developed his feelings for Dayu day by day. And finally confessed to him. He wasn't sure about dayu has or hasn't feelings toward him. He knows maybe he'll lost his place as a friend in Dayu's life if he do that. He decided to take the risk finally. He done that...He told to dayu about everything. Dayu asked for few days to give him an answer. After three days he agreed to be Qing's boyfriend. Qing was truly happy for them.
One day Dayu's mom called to dayu. "Dayu ah...I need to meet qing ah." After few days Dayu's mom called to dayu. Dayu was in his dorm room. Of course with Qing.
"Ok mom..I'll come with him" Dayu get out from the bed and went to wake up qing. He didn't dare to ask any question from mom. He knows mom was sick passed few days.
"Qing ah... wake up. My mom said she wants to meet you" Qing's eyes wildly open hearing Dayu's words.
"What? Why?" Qing asked
"I don't know...get ready soon"
"Did you tell something to mom dayu?" Qing asked from busy dayu. Dayu stoped what he was doing immediately and looked at forward without any direction.
"Yes...I came out to mom last week" Dayu whispered
"You didn't tell me about it.Did you tell your mom to about us?" Qing asked and dayu nodded. Dayu was afraid to looked at Qing's eyes. What if he didn't agree with his decision. Will they breakup?
Qing saw hurting expressions on Dayu's face and immediately know what he is thinking. "Oh come on dayu ah...you're overthinking again. It's ok. I'm not mad. We'll definitely meet your mother babe." Qing softly kissed dayu's lips.
"Hey guys.." Allen looked at both of them time to time. He couldn't understand what they are saying. Because they are talking with each other in chinese.
"What happen? Did you guys already breakup or something" Allen asked with mocking sound.
"You..." Qing grab a pillow and hit Allen's face. "You moron......If the whole world reject me I'll never breakup with him you idiot." Qing said angrily. Dayu blushed hary and explained the situation to Allen before they went out together.
Aften two hour they reached to Dayu's home. It wasn't very big. It was simple and a modern house. But there were every facilities to live people comfortably.
When they entering the home Dayu's mom was laying on her bed with pale face.
"Mom..." Dayu shouted when he saw his mom's condition. "Mom...what's wrong with you? You didn't tell me your sick this bad." He is ready to cry. He has only his mother.
"Oh dayu ah...Mom is ok. It's just a headache and a fever. Nothing to worry about. I didn't want to bother you." Dayu's mom said weakly.
"It's not a bother mom. Why didn't you tell me? I should have come. I haven't lectures today. You're so stubborn" Dayu touched his mom's forehead. She is really burning.
"Mom...you're burning. Qing can you call to a doctor please" Dayu asked without looking at qing
"No dayu ah..Doctor came and checked me. I'm ok sweetheart. I got medicine. You don't have to worry. Come here" Dayu sighs and went to his mom. Mom cares dayu's cheeks softly. "You're grownup dear..." Dayu looked at his mom. After few minutes She looked at qing and get a deep breath.
"Oh mom...this is" Dayu started to introduce
"I know dayu ah...can you wait outside for a while. I want to talk with you qing alone" Dayu looked at qing worriedly and left the room. All this time qing stands up there without uttering a single word. He was so nervous. After dayu left his mom turn towards qing slowly.
"Finally..." Dayu's mother smiled sweetly. She looked like sick badly but still her smile is still eye catching. Qing knew from where dayu get his big round eyes.
"We met each other Wang Qing..." she called his name from using different tone. Qing didn't know what to do.
Seeing that qing is really nervous and afraid about this situation she let out a smirk. "I don't know is this the fate or a game. Anyway it's nice to meet you qing ah"
"Do you know me?" Qing found his voice. "When you calling my name I felt like you have been known me"
"Yes...I know about wang family very well. You guys are legends of the business world after all" Dayu's mom laughed. "I knew about your family from the beginning. But well...I investigated about you Qing ah..Dayu is my only son. I don't want him to get hurt."
Qing understands and nodded. She is a mother after all. He can't blame her.
"Dayu is my only son. I know that you're straight qing. Why are you doing this then" Qing saw dayu's mother's face smile vanished. "You should explain yourself qing. Everything will depend on your answers"
Qing was thinking before answering. "I truly love him" He raised his head and looked at Dayu's mom's eyes directly without any fear. This will be his chance. "When I first saw him front of my own eyes I heard my own heartbeat. When he is smiled at me first I thought I can give up everything for that smile, when I first heard he talked in chinese I thought he is a nightingale. Everything he has done...He is doing, he will do..I love it all. I falling love with him again and again. I tried hard to forget him because we are friends. I was afraid I'll lost him if I confessed to him. But After awhile I got it...If I didn't confess I'll lost myself as a man, as a lover. Loving to dayu..there haven't anything to do with my sexuality. I know dayu is gay. I'm not gay amd I'll not gay or bisexual in the future too. But I'm hundreds percent sure I'll love dayu until my last breath and even after my death. If you want I wishing to be gay for dayu." Qing let out a deep breath he held inside this long
Dayu's mom slowly get up from the bed and came towards Qing. She suddenly hug his tightly. Qing was surprised her sudden action. But he could feel Dayu's mother's trembling. She is crying. Why she is crying? After few minutes she step back and looked at Qing's eyes.
"Qing ah...I'm sorry. I'll not able to be with dayu that long. I'm dying"
Qing looked at her with wide eyes. He couldn't move his body. He was freezing there.
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