I LOVE YOU MY LOVE (BXB) completed

Guardian Angle

Allen was sitting on the bed while watching a drama....It's his usual self when it's comes to Saturday. Dayu went to his part time job and Qing left to basketball practices. It's their normal routine. Allen was the one in the dorm room alone. Past few months was the best time in his life with his two friends. They had lots of fun and dayu helped them with their studies as well. Allen is improving with his grades. Even dayu didn't notice Allen secretly saw some changes from Qing past few days.

"Didn't dayu come yet?" Qing asked removing his scarfs.

Allen shook his head.

"Ok.." Qing went to bathroom. Allen look at Qing's back. What's wrong with him today? Aren't he going to scold me for using his laptop without permission.

Allen closed the laptop and put it on Qing's table...after few minutes Qing came out and sat down on his bed with a deep sigh.

Allen looked at him carefully. Something is definitely wrong with this guy.

"What's wrong Qing?" Allen sat on Qing's bed.

Qing shook his head. "Nothing"

"Don't give me that shit Qing...I knew you for whole year now. Tell me what's wrong?" Allen asked

Qing sighs. He knew this guy us the only one he can tell this but he is also afraid.

"I'm in love with someone." Qing murmured.

Allen laughed loudly. "That's great man...Why are you sad about it? How is she? Is she beautiful?" Allen asked curiously. Main thing is he had never seen Qing with a girl. He know Qing is attractive person in the university and all the girls try to get in his pants but he never shows any interest. This is the first time Qing is talking about this kind of thing with Allen.

"He is beautiful." Qing said under his breath but his sound enough to heart Allen.

Allen looked at him with wide eyes and shook his head. "No no...you're not gay Qing" Allen stands up angrily. Now he can understand everything.

"I know...that's what the problem in here. But I wish to gay for him. Only for him. I haven't any feelings for anyone only him" Qing looked at Allen directly. Allen looked at into Qing's eyes. There were tears...pain...sad...afraid for losing someone and dearly love. Allen sighs and sat beside Qing again.

"I have a gay brother Qing....It's really hard to date another guy even he is gay. You're straight man and how you're going to explain that thing to him" Allen asked.

"I don't know..but I won't give up on dayu too." Qing hide his face on his hands. Allen wasn't surprising about Qing's words. Allen knows from the beginning Qing has some attraction toward dayu but he didn't think it'll turn into love because Qing is a straight guy. Allen can recognize gayness in the man clearly because his older brother is a gay.

"He is a good guy...you should talk about this with him." Allen couldn't find out another solution for him.

"I'm going to confess him. I can't hold it anymore and I can't act like friends anymore too" Qing wipes his face using palm.

"That's good...what about your straight matter. You're into girls?" Allen asked

"I'm not into girls anymore and I'm not going to tell him about that fact. Because when I was falling in love with him I was turning to gay too. So I wishing to be gay for dayu." Qing said softly. Allen couldn't find out the words. Qing is not wrong at the end...when he is falling love with dayu Isn't it mean he is a gay now.

"You should tell about your feelings to dayu first. Then you can look his reaction. I never see dayu think about you more than friends. But I think he is gay..." Allen smiled.

"How do you sure about that?" Qing asked with wide eyes.

Allen shrugged. "I'm the one who first aware about my brother's sexuality too...I have senses." Allen nodded.

Qing smiled...this guy is a radar for people's sexualities.

"What about you?" Qing asked suddenly. Allen gets a heavy breath.
"I think I'm bi" Allen's face reddened.

"You are?" Qing surprised.

"Yes....I have feelings for girls and boys too" Allen nodded.

"Is that mean you had feelings for me also?" Qing stands up quickly.

Allen laughed. "Oh god no....You suppose to be a top and either me. So how can I like you And you're not my type" Allen explains

"Then who is it?" Qing asked

"I'm not going to hide this but man I had some feelings for dayu too"

"What?" Qing shouted and grab Allen's collar roughly.

"I said I had man...not anymore Qing ah..I doubt about my feelings from the beginning but now I'm sure It wasn't love...It's more like protection. I want to protect him. If you ever dare to hurt someone like him Qing you'll see what can I do" Those expressions written on Allen's face now Qing had never seen on anyone's face.

"You can have him...but don't hurt him. He is really very sensitive,perfect, neat and stubborn person I had ever met. If you dare to hurt him...." Allen shrugged "I also don't know"

Qing nodded and let Allen go. "Thank you Allen..you're a good friend" Qing hugged Allen brotherly. Qing was really touched from Allen's real words. He felt they were real...

"But if you fucking dare to have any feelings for dayu I'm going to destroy you" Qing  warned

Allen smiled. "No...I won't. I'm happy to be his guardian angle. He is my angel after all. I don't hate my dad or my brothers anymore. I don't hate my family name either. He teach me a good lesson giving himself as an example. I'm going to solve my own problems by myself and live my life my own. Not like my dad or my brothers....I want to be me. That's it. Dayu's words gave me enough energy to do that. That's enough for me. You belongs him if he likes to give his heart to you. Go on man...I'm here to help both of you. Being Dayu's guardian angel enough for me Qing ah.." Allen patted Qing's back friendly.

Qing smiled. "He is my angel too. I promised I will love him in this life and after this life also. He is the best thing happened to my life ever. I wouldn't hurt him...I'll protect him. He will be my life"