First love

The meeting by the lighthouse

Blaise and I have been hanging out as much as possible since that first night at the lighthouse. Sometimes we go there, especially late at night, or we go get pizza, a few times weve gone bowling. Its just usually whatever. But no matter what we do, its always a good time. Now that its winter though, when we meet at the lighthouse, we meet at the very top.

Yesterday, Blaise called me and told me to meet him at the lighthouse. And to be honest, that gave me the chills. Im not sure what he wants. I looked at my pink alarm clock and noticed it was 3:15, I think I have enough time to run over there to see what he wants and still be on time for work.

Blaise?! I called as I ran up the cold gray concrete starts of the lighthouse.

Up here, Molly! Blaises voice echoed down from the top.

Whats up? I asked, panting and walking around the big light in the center of the floor.

SURPRISE! Blaise yelled, jumping out from around the light.

Whats all this for? I asked, completely forgetting what day it is.

Happy Valentines Day, Molly, Blaise answered while walking over with a box of Frango Mint Chocolates.

Then, all of the sudden, something happened that changed me forever. Blaise Callahan kissed me. No, I dont mean one of those quick kisses, I mean a sweet passionate long kiss. His lips were as soft as babies skin. When he stopped, I was longing for more but I told myself that I world let nature take its course, and when nature thought it was time for me to move to the next levelI would.

Oh jeez, Im sorryI shouldnt have done that, Blaise said when he pulled away.

Oh no! Dont be, Im fine, it was just unexpected, thats all, I replied, looking him in the eye and smiling.

You sure youre not mad at me for kissing you? I mean, I understand if you think Im moving too fast, Blaise said while taking my hand in his.

Im sure, dont be sillyI was stunned that you would be interested in me. Youre the first guy that hasnt asked me to have sex, I whispered while moving closer. I have to go, I said, giving him a quick kiss and then heading for the stairs.

Where are you going? Blaise called after me.

WorkIm late. Ill meet you here at 9, I called as I ran down the stairs.

Five hours of work doesnt seem long but it went on forever! I kept my promise to Blaise and after I clocked out, I grabbed my coat, got in my car, and headed over to the lighthouse. I checked my phone and noticed that Blaise had left me a voicemail saying that he wanted to ask me something. Im hoping hes not going to break up with me I thought to myself.

Blaise? I called running back up the stairs.

Molly, is that you? Blaise yelled down the dark tunnel.

Yeah, you said you wanted to ask me something? It sounded urgent, I yelled running up the last two steps.

Come here and Ill ask you, Blaise said with a smile.

Oh kay, I said slowly walking over to him.

You remember when I kissed you and you said that I was the first guy to not ask you for sex? Truth is...I was going to ask you, but I knew you werent that kind of girl. Anyways will you go to prom with me? Blaise asked while bringing me to the window to watch the waves crash against the rock below.

Prom isnt for another three months, why are you asking now?

Well, first of all, I love you, and secondly that way nobody can take you from me, Blaise said slowly leaning in for a kiss.

Wait, you love me, like actually love me? I questioned while pushing Blaise away.

Well, no I mean you're like my best friend now. I love you like I love a friend. I mean youve helped me get over whats her face? Blaise said.

Oh, really? I mean, yeah I love you like a friend too I answered. I mean it freaked me out he said I love you to me but now Im a little disappointed it just as a friend

Then Blaise said that line, the one every guy says to make you feel like everything is going to be okay. This is really hard for me to believe, since its never true.

Im not going anywhere Molly. Im always here for you, and thats a promise, Blaise said and then kissing my forehead, then my nose, and finally my lips.

We stood under the stars kissing. Every time he kissed me, it made me fall for him even more then the night before. Just being with him, beats sitting at home yelling at by my mother. My best friend and I always dreamed of the perfect guy. We would always talk about how many kids we wanted, what we wanted to be when we grew up, and so on. My answers werea guy who liked me for me, I wanted five kids, and I wanted to be a nurse like my mom. But that could all change down the road.

Hey, why dont you come over to my place, and we could watch a movie, and maybe even cuddle if you want? Blaise asked after a moment of silence.

Since my mom hasnt met Blaise yet, I decided to tell her I was spending the night at my good friend Katie's house.

Alright, my mom said yes, I said as he and I walked down the stairs of the lighthouse.

We both took his car and would come get mine in the morning. The ride was nice we talked and laughed about different things. It was great.

So, what do you want to do? Blaise asked when we walked into his guest house.

Wait, you live here? I asked when we got up to his room.

Yeah, my mom gave me the guest house to live in. She told me I could live in it for as long as I want. She told me to think of it as my own apartment, Blaise said while pulling my hand toward his room.

I wish I had one of these, but my mom would never let me live in our guest house, I said as I walked toward the bed. Blaise, this is-, I started to say before his mouth was on mine. The next thing I knew, he had me on his bed with his hand up my shirt. B-Blaise, we cant do this, not now, I moaned but I couldnt move.

You know you want this, Blaise said as he took my shirt off and begun to fumble with my bra.

I had to admit, I had been thinking about us having sex, but I never thought it would happen this soon. Before I could catch my breath again, he had my bra off, along with my pants, and everything else. His lips felt so soft against my skin. His touch was so gentle, that it paralyzed me from the neck down. I could feel his soft warm hands as they explored every inch of my body. I finally just wrapped my arms and legs around him, and he got inside me, not wanting this to ever stop and I moaned his name. When we finally stopped, I looked at the clock that sat on his desk and realized that we spent almost an hour having sex. I have to admit, he is delicious, and he had me begging for more. After awhile Blaise gave me a grand tour of the guest house which had its own indoor pool and hot tub as well as a sauna. it was like he had his own castle. Blaise couldn't keep his hands off me the entire time we were walking. He kissed me in just about every room. He had me on the dryer, in the sauna and then had me in the hot tub. Before I knew it, it was 7 am, and I had Blaise take me back to my car.

I was so excited about last night that I had to tell someone or I would burst, I knew I could trust my good friend Sara.

"What's with the face?" Sara questioned when she saw me

"You will never believe what happened?" I said giddily

"Your mom said you could have the guest house!" Sara said with a smile

"NO! But Blaise and I had sex like four different times," I said with a smirk

You know that your mom is going to kill you right? Sara stated while walking back to the kitchen.

Who said that I was going to tell her? Besides shes never home. She and Ashley have been spending all their time with Mike I said rolling my eyes.

So are you going to see him again? Sara asked while wiping down the counters

Yeah he said he has something planned for us but wont tell me what it is, I replied.