His stares and her giggles

chapter 20

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"Are you mad" I shrieked as she stood up trembling. She holds the railing as she was about to fall and now was swinging to and fro still about to fall on the other side. I rushed to her side to catch hold of her. The hardest thing was to stop her from swinging. But I somehow managed to do that. Anyhow she was pressing herself against me.

"Cluuummmsyieeeeeeee me" she chuckled while I was finding hard to hold her.

"Avni get down" I tried to pull her hands off the railing so that she could come apart but in vain.

"Oyeee! Aditi Rathore hu mai" she managed to say trembling while I managed to pull her at the gap of distraction.

"Yeh kab sae hua" I asked puzzled. Was she avni till now? What happened in split seconds?

"Kab sae ka kya matlab I was born as aditi Rathore" aditi was murmuring very badly. I mentally slapped my head for giving her the drink.

"Achaa! You really bought the blanket for me. Caring zainu" she pulled my cheeks. My eyes might have come out of the sockets. I could feel that. She freaking called me zainu and even appreciated me. Matlab we are what we are now. No more avneil drama. Now it will be easy to make her sleep.

But she didn't waste a minute to prove me wrong.

Aaangrezi chiRiya kiiiii khaatir
desi dil mera toR diya Maine chhoR diya, use chhoR diya! chhoR diya

She was shouting standing on the pallet and dancing. I switched on the serial lights so that she may not fall in the attempt of trying her part of singing. I don't know what made her think that she is a good singer. I need cotton balls I guess. But firstly I need to pull her down.

Uski kaali kartooton ne
uska bhaanDa phoR diya
Maine chhoR diya, usey chhoR diya chhoR diya chhoR diya

"Adu get off" I holded her hands while she made a pout twisting it very badly. Was she goanna cry!

Dil pe patthar rakh ke
munh pe makeup kar liya

She sang this part slowly while all I could do was to stare at her innocence. Is she really regretting her past or is she missing him. A strange fear engulfed me at a mere thought of her missing him. No! She is just regretting. I decided. May that be a lie but I wanted it that way. She just now said she feels good when she is with me. She feels secure enough with me to dream about me. So she loves me or at least loves that I love her. But all this time aditi was singing the same lyrics repeatedly. I felt strange that she didn't continue but repeated the same.

"Adu get down" I said softly seeing her struggling with the emotions. She was singing and her eyes carried mist. She wasn't able to express what she is going through.

"It's ok" I rubbed the pad of her hands which I was holding while she was biting her lower lips to control her tears. She looked at me so vulnerable, so helpless.

"Come" I called her still not leaving her hands neither pulling her down. I just made an eye gesture.

"You won't leave me naa. Like you do every time in dreams." She said so cutely that it took all ounces in me to control myself from crushing her in my arms.

"I won't, I promise" I mouthed the last words as I was choking myself seeing her like that. I swallowed my tears which was about to leave me unknowingly.

It took her few seconds but she eventually got down. She looked at my eyes, searching for something.

"What" I chuckled.

Had she not raised her hands on my cheeks rubbed her hands slowly against my cheeks, I would have never known that I just now cried.

"You are real" she exclaimed seeing the tears in her hands.

"Yes I am real pagal" I couldn't stop adoring her innocence. Her drunken innocence!

"Tum gaye nahi" she asked again, not believing my presence.

"There is no need of that anymore" I promised that I would never leave her side, no matter what.

"But why, everyone leaves" her everyone felt like a sting. Painful and sharp!

"Maybe because I am not that random everyone" I pressed her cheeks harder while I was engulfing it.

"No one loves me" she added. She has a mended relationship with her family excluding her mom but that really hurts when you have not met them this long.

"Why didn't you count me" I couldn't wait to ask that.

"I never thought that you would" she replied. Judgmental! I thought.

"It was from the beginning pagal!" I replied honestly while she gasped looking at me. Maybe I could have said that in drunken state but now this is different. It means a lifetime commitment and that's all I want with her.

She just pounced on me unexpectedly. I virtually fell into the couch to manage but chuckled louder this time. She in response hugged tighter.

I felt a hot breath on my neck, then the tender brush of her lips. I stopped giggling, her breathing were Burning as they make contact with my neck. A hand runs through my hair, as the kisses become harder and more urgent. I hugged her consoling as I felt herself wetting my collar. Was that her sloppy kiss on my neck or her warm tears, I decided it to be the both. And it was freaking hot.

She now drifted her hands off my hair and tried to get up. I was holding her from waist and that made her only lift her upper torso.

"You need something" I asked not understanding her gestures.

"Can I sleep in your arms" she spoke and I noticed our uncomfortable position.

Standing up immediately I ran the blanket through me hugging it while I opened her arms after leaning against the pillow and her face lit up. The space was small but comfortable for two. She tried to rush but I asked her to slow down.

Slowly crawling towards me she laid her head over my chest. Her hands tried to penetrate around my torso and when she did successfully I felt her making her grip stronger. It took few minutes for her to find her position and at last her knees were folded and were on my legs and hands around me. Face buried on my chest and I could feel her even and steady breathe fanning my skin. Courtesy to the open buttons.

I know this last for only few minutes but I felt complete as she was in my arms. And I could see that she was having the peaceful nap. Away from all the worries and I will make sure that she is for the rest of the life time.

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Uffff........Long update.

"His pagal and her budhu" oh I found a new title!

Haha!!

Do tell me how this went on.

This marks end of the era of drunken aditi.

So what do you think will be Aditi's reaction when she realizes what happened?

Haha! that will be in next update which I afraid that won't be anywhere before April 26.

Anyways much love, and chotu sa temporary alvida!

Prinku!