I sat in the chair next to RM who was currently in a coma. The tears kept falling, unending. Suddenly a pair of shining black boots appeared before my eyes as I looked at the ground. This was all my fault, if I hadn't been so stupid, if I hadn't run, RM would still be here. Smiling, laughing, not clinging onto his life in a blue and white hospital bed. I hated the hospital, always had always will, and these beds... Just the sight made me sick.
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A soft velvety voice interrupted my thoughts. It was the voice that belonged to the man in the boots. "Zoe?"
My head snapped up at the mention of my name, However, I instantly regretted it. There stood in front of me in a black suit and boots was the principle RM's father.
"Mr. Kim?" RM's father sat down beside me and for a moment... Silence. Then, without realizing, tears began to flow. This was all my fault! In that moment I couldn't think straight, the blade that RM had dropped now lie in the palm of my hand inside my coat pocket. Mr. Kim looked at me then at his son lying in a hospital bed. RM looked like a paralyzed angel, even while unconscious he was beautiful. His fair skin and light brown hair were gorgeous as the sun crossed over his face, His hair created shadows that danced across his cheeks. I couldn't understand how one boy could be so damn sexy while asleep.
"you're in love with my son?!?"
Mr.Kims words brought me back to reality again, while also startling me in the process. I blushed and instantly regretted it as Mr. Kim raised an eyebrow. I knew I had to give him an answer but I didn't want anyone to know how I felt about RM. I stuttered uselessly. "I-I-uhhh I'm-m....uhhh..."
Again silence sat between us. Mr. Kim smiled and that's when I knew, I'd messed up. He knew that I did love his son, but chuckled and placed his hand upon mine. "It's going to be OK Zoe, he will wake up. I promise." I frowned, and suddenly my SAS came back to haunt me.
"don't make promises you can't keep, sir."
His smile broadened. "well it's a good thing I can keep this one." This made me smile, I couldn't believe I was talking to the principle and my crushes father so easily. I giggled at the situation, but glancing at the hospital bed, my smile faded.
"That should have been me." At my words Mr. Kim frowned and said words that felt like a blow to my chest. "Never wish that. You're starting to sound just like him. Please Zoe, never wish death or harm against yourself. I hear enough of that from Namjoon." The name at the end of the speech confused me... Namjoon? I didn't think I'd heard that name before.
"Namjoon?" Mr. Kim chuckled after raising an eyebrow. He pointed to where RM laid. "My son. You know, the guy you have a crush on. How did you not know his name?"
"everyone at school just calls him RM, sorry sir."
"no worries Zoe. I'll ask him about that later... Oh please excuse me for a moment." As a nurse appeared at the door Mr. Kim left to go consult her about his son's condition. After a while he came back.
"Zoe, someone is here for you."
"oh who?"
"a mister, Jeon Jungkook?" I suddenly stood up and cried out in surprise. I had completely forgotten about him, I felt so bad.
