My boyfriends brother

•chapter 9•

Sams POV

Finally we arrived home, i couldn't wait to see y/n. I went over to her house to see if she was there but she wasn't, it didn't scare me because she practically lives at my house. I went home and she wasn't awake, I went up to my room and she wasn't there... I checked the other rooms and she wasn't there... there was only one other room to look in... and that was Toms. I prayed that she wasn't sleeping in there. I opened the door to see my big brother, shirtless, in bed with my girlfriend. I had no words for what my eyes could see, I didn't want to believe and then it happened. My heart shattered. I didn't even say anything to them, I just went back downstairs. I past Harry.

Harry- you ok?

Sam- no

Harry- what's up?

I didn't say anything, I just sat down in the living room. I didn't hate y/n I just... I don't know...

Your POV

Harry- y/n?

I heard Harry's voice, it sounded shocked.

Y/n- hey Harry-NOooo

I shot up waking Tom, I grabbed my dressing gown that I brought into the room and I threw it around me. My head REALLY hurt and I felt Ill but that was just the hangover.

You- please tell me Sam didn't see th-

Harry- he did. He doesn't look to happy but like he doesn't look angry?

You- oh my oh my oh my oh my-

Harry- did you and Tom like have-

You- yes

Harry- how many times?

You- once.

Tom- twice.

Harry- wow.

You- fuck you Tom

Tom got out of bed, he just had his grey jogging bottoms on. I looked at the two holland brothers in the room and I ran past them both, I went downstairs and I saw Sam. I slowly sat next to him. I put my hand on his leg, he moved it away.

You- Sam please... I'm so sorry.

Sam- are you though?

You- yes, I'm very very sorry, one of them was just a drunken mist- shit

Sam- you two did it more than once?

Sam turned to face me and I looked embarrassed.

You- I mean it could have been worse

I nervously laughed.

Sam- how? How could it be worse? There's nothing worse than this.

I was silent, Sam got up and walked out the house, I felt eyes looking at me so I turned around, Tom was sat on the stairs and Harry was behind him, Nikki, Dom and Paddy where stood by the kitchen door. I let out a sigh and I went upstairs to get changed, when I came back down I left the house without telling anyone. I thought I'd have to go places to find Sam but he was just sat outside the house. I sat beside Sam,

You- Sam?

Sam- why?

You- I don't know...

Sam sighed.

You- guess we're over...

Sam- mhm... I'm sorry...

You- no, don't be sorry, I deserve it..

I began to tear up, I tried not to show it. Sam looked at me as a tear did fall down my face, he came slightly closer and wiped it away. Sam cupped my face with one of his hands, I put one of my hands on his wrist. Sam slowly kissed my lips. He pulled away and I smiled at him.

You- of course we will still be good friends. Right?

Sam- yea yea of course and um... be with Tom it you want..

You- no no no no, it will hurt you so much more so no

Sam stood up,

Sam- you may as well...

I didn't say anything, Sam walked back into the house. I just sat outside. Wow I am the worst.
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edit- omg wtf why did i write this 😞