•chapter 5•

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Your POV

It's been 2 days now. I miss Sam. Last night I slept in his bed and we FaceTimed for a good few hours. Nat is at a friends house and I'm still lay in Sams bed. Tom popped his head from around the corner, he came in and lay next to me on he bed.

You- go away

I lay on my side and so did he

Tom- make me

You- I can't be arsed

Tom- aha, anyway, I can tell you miss Sam a lot

Tom poked me on the shoulder, not going to lie, it kinda hurt

You- ow

Tom- how does that hurt?!

Tom laughed and poked my other shoulder and that hurt too

You- can you stop that

Tom- Hm. No :)

You- what no stop-

Tom poked me on my shoulders, legs, arms and stomach.

You- I didn't ask for thissss  ow ow ow why do you poke so hard ow oh my god-

His pokes soon turned into tickles

You- no! You know how much I hate th- aHhahaha

Tom was really enjoying this, he was laughing so much and so was I but I hated this. Tom sat up and towered over me, tickling me even more, I tried to push him away but I couldn't. He was leaning over me, both of us so very close. all of a sudden We both stoped laughing and Tom stoped annoying me. Um. Well this got awkward.

Tom- lets not do that again... especially on my .....brothers bed...

You- mhm...

Tom got off the bed and went downstairs, I just lay looking up at the ceiling.

After a while I went downstairs, Tom was watching tv

You- when are you going to your acting job thingy?

Tom- in about 40 minutes why?

You- I want some alone time

Tom- then... go home?

You- ew no

Tom- the Holland's May as well just "adopt" you aha

You- that's even worse

Tom- how?

You- I'd be around you 24/7

Tom- wow

I laughed and flopped next to Tom

You- you know what. Your not so bad to hang out with.

Tom- Same for you to be honest

You- maybe we just needed alone time

Tom- Maybe.

After a while i watched tv with Tom, he had to leave to go to this acting thingy he had to do, I don't know, I'm not smart and I don't have a job Yet so yea. I said bye to Tom and I went home to get a few things, I basically lived at the holland house lmao. I walked in and Saw my mum (who was sober for once) watching tv, i ran up to my room and grabbed a few things I needed and put some of the stuff I don't need back.
I went back downstairs,

Mum- are you going back to that house? They aren't even in

You- well yes I'm going back there and Tom is there so why not be over there?

Mum- thought you hated Tom

You- I don't know at the moment

Mum- ok

I went back over to the holland house, it was actually sunny and quite hot today in London, actually it was perfect to get a tan. I went outside and grabbed a long ass blanket I brought from home because i love my blankets to cuddle up to. I placed the blanket down on the ground and I took off my shirt and pants so I just had my underwear on. I lay down and let the sun do whatever, I put some music on my phone.
At last, I turned over. I did what 80% of girls do and that's undo the bra at the back so there isn't a line across your back.

Tom came back, He came outside and sat beside me

Tom- I mean I know it's hot in London but wow tanning in the back yard

You- oh shut up ,anyway-

I sat up, I held my bra close me

Tom- whoa-

Tom looked away from me just in case he saw something

You- Tom, it's fine aha but could you just help me clip my bra at the back?

Tom- u-um sure

I turned around so my back was facing Tom, his hands touching my skin made my stomach feel strange. He clipped my bra for me. One of his hands traveled up my arm and moved my hair out the way of my shoulder. I moved my head to the side making my neck more exposed. Gently and slowly, Tom kissed my shoulder and then my neck from behind. He did that a couple times. A groan left my lips, I turned myself to face Tom. I kneeled in front of him, I couldn't help myself. I cupped his face with my hands and kissed him. I completely forgot about Sam.....
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Ooooooo, it will be a miracle if I knew what to say at this part lol, anyway no idea where this is going, I'm just writing whatever comes to my head and see if it makes sense later on 🤧 great strategy I know 😂😂
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edit: omg i'm re reading this book to check for things and change my instagram user and omg i'm cringing so much 😭😣

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