Can I Just, Go?

Chapter Eight: Bully

Stacy's Point of View

I was standing in a grass field with butterflies. I saw a tree. I decided to go there, because that is the only thing I see different exept for my surroundings. I saw a lady dressed in white gown, very bright. I saw her white angelic wings. After I saw her, the cloud seem to be so dark like it was going to rain. The girl started to fall, her brightness became non. I saw a man with his scythe. He looked me in the eyes. He said: Anger will change you. Love will define you. Abilities can free you on your question. But... You can't go. Forgiveness can let you go.

Yan yung lagi kong napapaginipan sa ngayon. Everything happens for a reason. I better let go of what I'm thinking. "Ms. Williams?" sabi ni Sir. "Present!" sabi ko. Ang weird, di ako nakikinig pero nasabi ko yun. My Gurdian Angel is protecting me. Thankyou, Gurdian Angel! Our Sir started discussing. About the Male and Female Reproductive System. "Ano yung idea na pumapasok sa utak nyo pag naririnig yung Male and Female Reproductive System?" sabi ni Sir. "Caps Lock: O R G A S M." sabi ni Christian. Pervert kong classmate. Bastos nya no? Grabe. "Mr. Wilson? What did you say? Orgasm? It can relate. But howcome that you can use that kind of word in my class?" sabi ni Sir. Napatahimik kaming lahat sa sinabi ni Sir. Una sa lahat strict si Sir, pangalawa, siguro tumahimik sila kasi english yung sinabi ni Sir. Ewan ko ba. "I'm sorry, Sir." sabi ni Christian. "You better be. Now, shut your mouth up." sabi ni Sir na striktong-strikto. "Now, what is the common parts of a female reproductive system?" sabi ni Sir. "Sir! Me!"

"Yes, Miss Cruz"

"I will give all the parts not just the common parts. The parts of a female reproductive system are vagina, cervix, uterus, ovaries, and the fallopian tube."

"Well done, Miss Cruz. Now, what are the parts of a male reproductive system?"

"Yes, Miss Williams?"

"Ureter, rectum, seminal vesicle, prostate gland, accessory gland, vas deferens, testis, scrotum, epididymis, glans penis, uretha, erectile tissues, urinary bladder, and, pubic bone."

"Very good! Miss Stacy!" Is that appropriate na sumagot ako sa klase? Well... Siguro. *KRIIIINNNGG!* "Okay class. We will continue the discussion tomorrow. Bye." sabi ni sir. "Good Bye, Sir Cruz!" bati namin kay sir. Nilapitan ako ni Steff at kasama yung mga girl bestfriends nya. Kasama ko si Trisha. "What a b-tch. She wants a war. How sad, she'll lose. Haha" tumawa sila. "Any problems? Well, siguro.. There's a problem in your brain! Your too fool for me to say that kind of word in my face. You better get your attitude in my nerves." giit ko. "Well, well. After this years. Sinagot nya na din ako. Good news! Okay lang yun kung gusto mo maging honor. You can have it all, but! Kaya mo ba?" sabi nya. "I don't want to be honor at this class, you always. Not me, and plus. Relative mo si Sir kaya tumataas mga marka mo. Is it just me that can see that? Ooops! Sorry." sabi ko. "How could you do that in front my bestfriends?" giit nya. "So, this is me who started? Is it you? Im just defending myself for insecure bullies like you." sabi ko. "You know what? I hate you." sabi nyang pataray. "I never loved you. I always hate you. So, I'm the first one who hated you." sabi ko. "Bakit ka ganyan?" sabi nya. "Eh, ikaw? Bakit ka ganyan? Ganito ako kasi ayoko na maranasan yung mga pambu-bully na ginagawa nyo sakin. You better be thankful dahil di ko sinasabi ang mga ginagawa nyo sakin sa Mama ko." sabi ko. Nakita ko na tumutulo na yung mga luha sa mata ni Steff. "Did you know na, bullies have a heart too?" sabi nyang umiiyak. "Yun na nga eh! Kung may puso kayo bakit kelangan nyo pa gawin yung mga bagay na nakakasakit sa ibang tao?" sigaw ko at nagsimulang tumulo ang mga luha ko. "You know what? Sorry. Sorry, Steff. Sana naiintindihan mo ako. Basta sorry. Ikaw na yung bahal kung hihingi ka ng sorry sa akin." sabi ko habang umiiyak. Bakit ba kasi ganito? Gosh. Ayoko na umiyak. Nagaway kami dahil dun sa pagsagot ko. Sana pala di nalang ako sumagot. I grabbed Trisha, and hugged. Our tears flowed out of our faces. I hate this feeling na nagagalit ako. Bakit? Ngayon lang ako naging ganito. Does it relate on what's happening? Again?! I'm tired. I can't do this anymore. I cried hard. Cry. Cry. Cry.

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