Can I Just, Go?

Chapter Five: The Planner

Stacy's Point of View

I woke up. I streched my arms and my legs, and yawn. I stand up to go to my balcony, to breath in some fresh air. But I didn't, I coughed hardly. May nagsusunog kasi ng mga basura sa tabing bahay. Nakakainis naman oh. I thought I can smell freash air but then it was a freaking polluted air. Gosh. Nagising na lang yung dugo ko nung naamoy yun. I turned on the TV to watch some news. A talent show on chanel 2. A singing talent show on chanel 3. A talent show replays on every chanel. Wtf? Puro talent show. I rechecked every chanels baka kasi commercial lang yun. Then judges appeared every chanels. Judge? Of course judges on talent shows. I turned off the TV full of talent shows. I walked to go to the bathroom. I hear some TV noises. I looked on the TV and it was on. Who turned that on? I got confused. I decided to unplug the TV and continue to wash my face. When I'm in the bathroom, I heared that noises again and much louder than earlier. I checked the TV. It was unplugged and still working. I saw pictures of Jesus and lot of news about Jesus. It was talent shows earlier then it was a religious news right now? I saw a word "Judge" and has a details that it is a alternate name for Planner. I turned off the TV, fastly. Is this another sign I'm going to die? No! Not now, I haven't washed my face fully. I kept thinking of The Planner. Also Mr. Deather, Ms. Lively and my Gurdian Angel. Is it the time for me to die? Who is the Planner? I decided to go to a public library. Located near at our Village. A little bit further. I don't want to take a walk, so I got the keys for car. I honestly can drive. "Goodmorning Ma'am." the guard said. I smiled at him. I looked at big library. Books here, books there, and books everywhere. I searched for spiritual and religious living corner, to find the right information about God. I decided not to borrow the book, instead I'm going to read it here. I opened the book called "The Plan". Of course it tells about the Planner. I saw a line: "They said, Planner is also known for Judge. Maybe. He is not literally a Judge. The Judge is commonly in Purgatory to choose where a dead person will go; Heaven or Hell. They said Hell is just a concept. I'm not saying I'm not believing in God, honestly I obey Him solemnly and with my whole heart." I think I got the information, so I placed the book where I got it. I drove back to home. "Trisha. Are you free? Pwede ka bang pumunta ng park? Lets meet there. I have to tell you." I texted to Trisha. "Sige. I might get late." shd texted back. Nakita ko si Trisha. Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap. "So... ano yung sasabihin mo?" sabi ni Trisha. "Tungkol sa mga nangyayare ngayon." sabi ko. "Ano yun?" sabi nya. "Yung pagpapakita ni Mr. Deather." sabi ko. "Bakit? Are you going to die?" she said. "No. Yun nga rin pumasok sa isip ko eh." sabi ko. Sinabi ko rin sa kanya yung nangyare kaninang umaga. "Really? That's scary." she said after I told her what happened earlier. "I don't know why is this is happening." sabi ko. "Sa tingin mo ba alam ko?" sabi nya. "Siguro its a game." sabi ko. Nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang pakiramdam. Lumakas ang hangin at nagliwanag ang paligid at kinabahan ako. "Stacy? Okay ka lang ba?" sabi nya. "Naramdaman mo ba yun?" sabi ko. "Ha? Ang alin? Nothing seem to happen." sabi nya. "Di mo talaga naramdaman?" sabi ko. " Hindi eh. Ano ba yun?" sabi nya. "Ah. Nevermind." sabi ko. What's that another weird feeling? A game? But, in inner me... God has nothing to do with this. What really is it?

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