Okay so I starve myself and purge. I have bulimia and mild anorexia. But... I hate when people find out because you can tell they're thinking "How can you have an eating disorder if you're so fat...?".
I also hate that awkward moment when you want to say "ahg I look so fat in this" but you don't because you will just make the other person awkward because you are actually fat. And no when I say I'm fat and ugly, I'm not attention seeking... it's the truth. And it's not the 'eating disorders' its the facts.
I just hate this.
xx