So... It's my birthday and I have heaps of friends... So why am I still suicidal...why do I still want to die?...

Why
So... It's my birthday and I have heaps of friends... So why am I still suicidal...why do I still want to die?...
So... It's my birthday and I have heaps of friends... So why am I still suicidal...why do I still want to die?...