Till Death Do Us Part

Day Two

Dear Harry,

Hey Harry, I really miss you ,you know. I couldn't sleep last night I've been hearing voices .No not voices, your voice.

Last night Liam stayed over to make sure I was eating and didn't stay up all night . Little did he know I didn't eat shit and I couldn't fall sleep even if I wanted to .

Every time I close my eyes all I see is you ,Haz and it doesn't help the whole trying not to cry thing, but I'm doing good I haven't cried since I found you ... On the bathroom floor lets just say.

I know you're gone, and gone for good this time but I still won't say it out loud, still in denial I guess you could say.

I start treatment on Tuesday. I'm still trying to get Liam to see that I'm okay I really am I just yeah ... I miss you is all, like loads.

I think after treatment on Tuesday we're going to see your mom to plan out your funeral, don't really know how that's gonna go down .

I've decided that the day of your funeral I'm gonna read the letter you left me, still can't bring myself to do it but by then I think I'll be ready .

El, came over today she's really scared that I'm gonna do something stupid, I um; I broke up with her today too and she said she saw it coming with you being gone and all, we're still friends she really helps me get my mind off things, Haz but not you, not people only things .

Always remember you're loved in every way possible .We all miss you but you're in a better place now I guess.

Love,

Your loubear