I don't want to leave || Soobin x Reader

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Y/n's POV

I just arrived here in America and Ning wait me at the airport.

We went to there place. He said Moonbin agree. Of course he needs to agree. Moonbin's house is so big. Ning bring me to my room. He really know me. My room is color black with white.

"Oh, y/n, my dear cousin, you're here." He said and hug me. "Do you want to eat something?" He ask. I shook my head "no, I'm not hungry." He nodded. "I'l go to my work first." I smile to him and nodded.

Ning look at me seriously. "What happened?" He ask. I went inside and sit in the sofa. "I break up with, Soobin."
"Huh? But why?" I look at him nervously

"Ning, promise me you won't tell anyone about this." He nodded. "I have a stage 2 breast cancer." He's so shock, I can see worried in his eyes. "What? How? No, when did you find out?"
"A day before yesterday. The day that, I told you I want to go here."

"What can I do?" He ask and I smile
"Lets go to China next month. I will do my treatment there. They said there are good doctors their in China." He nodded. "Anything, y/n."

.

Laying in my bed, I receive a text from, Yeonjun.

'Where are you?'

I didn't tell him yet

'I'm in America.'

'Oh, are you gonna do your treatment there?'

'No, I'l going to China next months for treatment.'

'I'l go with you. I'l pay for the treatment.'

'Thank you, Yeonjun but its too expensive.'

'I have money, I can afford it'

'Do what you want, thank you again.'

'No pronlem.'

I didn't reply. I just really hope that Soobin don't know about this.

Soobin's POV

I went to t/n house now. I want to visit her. I ring the door bell but no one answer. A stranger stop beside me and said "are you looking for, y/n?" I nodded. "Yes, do you know where is she?"

"She's not there, she already went to America." She said walk away.

America? She really did go there? I just realize it now. We broke up. She can't do this, she's to go back here. A tear rolled down to my cheeks. J wipe it and dial y/n's number.

Her phone is ring but she didn't answer. I call her for 30 time now but still she didn't pick up. She really don't care about me anymore. Why all the people in my life leave me. What did I do wrong to deserve this. Or maybe its my karma of treating girls like a toy.

I just can't accept the reality that she's gone. She leave me. She don't love me anymore. She don't care about me anymore.

It hurts. It hurt so much. She's killing me inside. Its okay to be hurt physically... but she hurt me emotionally. I want her back. But I don't think I can still do that.