I don't want to leave || Soobin x Reader

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*2 years later

Yeonjun did stay with you in China. All of his friends think that he's there just to study. They don't of course that he's there for you.

Soobin change a lot. He plays 3 to 5 girl a day. He didn't love again. He didn't believe in love now. But very deep inside he still love you. He didn't heard of you for two years. I that 2 years your live didn't fade away.

2 months before

"The operation is successful. She can live now." The doctor said to Hueningkai and Yeonjun. The two got closer but Hueningkai still need to go back to America. He come to China everytime he has free time. Sometimes moonbin also visit you.

.

"Are you ready to go back to Korea?" Ning ask you. The both if you graduated college.
"I am ready." You smile to Ning and Yeonjun.

Y/n's POV

We finally arrived. My house keeper clean my house twice a week. I enter my house and it was new clean.

I walk outside. I am about to go out of the gate when I see something under the table in the my garden. It was an envelope. I open it, its a letter... from Soobin.

'To my love y/n,

I wrote this letter on April 2016. Y/n, if you're reading this... i just want to tell you that I love you so much. Maybe if you're reading this letter... I'm playing with my toys now. I suffer a lot when you left me. I don't want you to leave but you just disappear. I don't know if you still love me... I'm so happy for you wherever you are now. I hope you're doing well. I can't forget the memories we made together... and I will never forget about you. I still love you, Y/n!

Love,
Choi Soobin

I look up to hold my tears. I don't want to cry again.

Soobin's POV

I'm at the bar with Taehyun and Beomgyu and of course with my toys. Kissing each one of them makes me satisfied. I am kissing the last girl now. Taehyung and Beomgyu had no fun. They only drink but never buy a toy.

"Soobin." That voice is familiar. I look at my side to see Yeonjun. "Oh, hey bro, how are you? Its been a while!" I said patting his back. "Why are you kissing that girl?" He ask.

"Yeonjun, don't interfere with my life now. She's my toy, I buy her so she must satisfy me." I said lending to the girl again. I can see in the corner of my eyes that Yeonjun wants to attack me.

"Yeonjun, stop."  I stop. That voice. I quickly push that girl away. I look down before looking at the other side.

"Y/n." I mouth is shaking in nervous. She's back. She saw me kissing another girl. And she's holding Yeonjun's arm. I walk to her but she step backward that makes me stop. "Don't go near me. You're so dirty!" She said and walk away.

Tears drop from my eyes.

"Y/n!" I run to her and hug her from the back.
"Yah, let go!" She said trying to let go but I hug her even tighter. I shook my head "no! Why dis you leave for so long? Do you know how much I suffer?" She smirk and said. "Suffer? More like you're enjoying there!" I let go of her and she face me.

"Y/n, I'm sorry. I know that you know how much I love you." She cried. "You know what? I wish I never come back here. I went over to America and China to have a treatment for my illness to live long so I can be with you... but then you're here enjoying kissing every girl in this bar." Illness? I am so confuse.

"What- what do you mean illness?"
"I almost died, Soobin... I did everything to live longer for you. If I only knew that you're doing this again, this hubby... I should have let me die. I should have never bother to have a treatment. If I only knew!" She hard said

"You, you're sick? Yet you didn't tell me? Why are keep doing this to me Y/n, huh? Do you want to know why I keep my toys?... I bond with them so I can forget the pain that you cause me the time that you left me. You didn't told me about you being sick! You don't trust me don't you?"
I said trying to calm myself.

"I didn't told you because I don't want you to worry about me--" i cut her. "But you don't need to leave!"
"I need to! If I didn't leave do you think I'm alive now? If I didn't leave, do you think I am standing here in front of you now? Not, right? I did this for your own good, Soobin."

I just look down. "So if you didn't appreciate it then I just waste my time here." She said and walk away.

I can't let her go. Not again.

Be ready, y/n. I'l take you back.