Love needed

chapter 2

I stayed in my room for the rest of the day trying to hide away from everyone. I tried not to cry but I couldn't help it My life has completely fallen apart I lost my friends my parents don't care about me anymore. I just had to accept the fact that I was gonna be alone for the rest of my life. I fell asleep for an hour or so until I was woken up by my parents.
"Nuffink you, ok sweetie," mom asked in a concerned voice.
"Yea," I said as I tried to put on the best smile I could.
"Really then why are your eyes red," mom questioned me.
I looked down at the floor not wanting to tell her what happened but I knew she wasn't gonna leave until I told her.
Mom put her hand on my chin and turned my head so that I was looking at her, "you can tell me."
"N... no, I can't," I stuttered hoping she would leave.
She gave me a caring look as I clung onto her body and didn't let go I couldn't help it I started crying I tried so hard not to but I had to I needed someone to hold onto someone who would listen and not make fun of me. Mom rocked me for a while until I calmed down and fell asleep. I woke up the next day and mom wasn't there I got up got dressed and went downstairs to see mom sitting with dad Aksha wasn't there which usually meant they wanted to talk to me so I made my way upstairs as quickly and quietly as I could but I didn't make it Dad caught me and told me to come to talk to them.
"Nuffink what's going on you haven't been yourself lately," Dad told me as I sat in front of them.
I wanted so desperately to tell someone what was going on and now I had my chance I could talk to someone my parents were right there in front of me wanting me to tell them what was going on but I just shook my head.
"Nuffink yesterday, when your mother went in to talk to you-you, started crying that's not like you so if you don't tell us we will either have to go talk to your friends or your teachers."
"Fine," I said and started explaining to them what happened, "I have been getting bullied I lost all my friends but worst of all I feel like I'm not loved you guys are always hanging out with Aksha or getting stuff ready for the baby you never check in with me to make sure I'm ok you never spend quality time with me and if you did I would've told you guys this stuff a lot sooner but I didn't feel comfortable telling you guys since I felt like you guys didn't care about me."