How Everything Began

Chapter 1

Alexandra's POV

"Pass me the Joint please"

„Wait first" he takes a deep breath and after few seconds, he talks again... "I really like Jade and all but I can't have a relationship without sex that's the problem." he sighs "C-can you help me somehow??? Can you talk to her? I need sex or...or... I will die!" he's overdramatic... and gives me his best puppy dog eyes. "It's her own free will! She can do what she wants! And if she doesn't want to have sex with you then accept it it's not my fucking problem!" I say and give him a glare.

„Chill sis, you really have anger isues! Here take it, I almost forgot" he says and passes me the Joint.

„I DON'T HAVE ANGER ISUES YA DEEPSHIT"

„Yes you have and now be quiet Woman and go get me coffee"

Oh no he didn't...

„YOU LITTLE-„
I slap him a few times till he says that woman HAVE rights.

„Woman have rights........ in the kitchen." He smirks,

I stand up and kick him in the nuts. Satisfied with his pained expression I sit down where I was before. Giving him a small smile I look in the night sky, I feel at peace... almost... because if my brother Adam wasn't there I would be totally at peace. The sky is dark blue almost black. The stars are shining bright, not like in a forest or in a village but it's quite bright for a city. The view is breathtaking... or I'm just high af.

‚Ugh I'm so tired' 'I should go to sleep before I can't move... again'

It happened one time when I smoked to much. I couldn't move and trew up. I will never ever forget that day. Adam was by my side from midnight till 4am. He still remindes me sometimes.

Flashback

"This second Joint was too much" I said

"I said it to you but noooooo you didn't believe me" he said annoyed

"Oh shut up you pussy" I still have pride and don't want to say I was wrong.

I was staring on the balcony floor for 5 minutes. Adam saw that and asked me if I was ok.

"Yeah I'm.. -ust tired" I can't say a full sentence because my head is spinning and my throat is dry.

"Are you sure?" he asked

"Yeah..."

"Ok"

After 2 minutes he asked me again.

"Alex are you sure you are okay? You look pale."

"Just... shut up."

"Ok, you're not okay. Look at me." he demaned.

"I said I-I'm fine... Just... Just shut up. Your are a-annoying" I said and in the same time I feel that I was shaking.

"Look at me"

I looked at him and my head started to spin more than before. After 3 seconds I looked at the floor again and was trowing up. Adam was by my side and was holding my hair. I am so thankfull for that, I don't want to have puke in my hair. After 1 long hour I stoped vomiting and I was feeling a little better.

"You should stay here on the balcony with me. You are going to sleep when you feel better."

"I'm feeling better"

"No you're not.... You godless child" I gave a little laugh at his joke and was still feeling like shit.

End of flashback

That was the 3rd time I was smoking weed with him. I actually can't remember when and why we started smoking weed together...

"I'm going to sleep, tomorrow is school."

„Good night sis"

„Night"

and I was gone from the balcony. When I was in my room I closed the door and jumped into my bed, dreaming about my future.

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Well..... that was the first chapter. I'm sorry that it's so short! I will make the chapters longer.

~Author❤️