How Everything Began

Chapter 4

Alexandra's POV

I love it when I come home after a long day of school. My father cooks food. My brothers are in their room or in the living room watching some movie peacefully. I can change clothes and go out with my friends, but that is just my imagination... if it would be like that it would be a dream!
„GIVE ME MY MONEY BACK!"
‚Hello my personal hell' I unlock the door and see Adam who is chasing Marc.
„Idiots, STOP RUNNING AROUND!" I yell after Marc almost run into me.
„Alex did u take my money?" Adam stops running.
„No I didn't idiot why would I take your money?!" Now I'm annoyed, oh god.... what did I do to deserve this...
Marc runs in his and Adams room. He won't escape from there. Adam runs after Marc in the room and locks the door. I hear Adam yelling, he want's his money back. Marc is screaming that he hasn't it. I hear fighting and punching, little does Adam know that I took his money.
What? I don't get any money and I don't spend it on weed like Adam does.
I left my school bag in my room and go to the kitchen. My father isn't home jet and the kitchen is a mess. I turn the coffee machine on and clean the dishes. I clean the tables and the floor, take my coffee and sit on the chair. Scrolling trough Instagram I hear that somebody is unlocking the front door. It's my father.
I make coffee for him and put it on the table.
„Hey." he walks in the kitchen and sits down to drink his coffee.
„Hello father, how was your day?"
„Busy, how was school?"
„It was boring."
„Ok."
„If you need something I will be in my room."
„Ok."
I took my coffee and went to my room. Liam will be here in 2 hours. I was scrolling trough Instagram when I got a call. It was Vanessa.
„desvergonzada"
I always say it. Desvergonzada is spanish and it means shameless. It was long time ago I was visiting Vanessa. She was on the toilet and I was talking with her mother. She called me on my phone when she was „taking a shit". Her mother yelled desvergonzada. She said that what she's doing was shameless. Oh I will never forget that day.
„Shut up" she said.
„Nope, whats up?"
„So... WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT YOU'RE GOING ON A DATE WITH LIAM?!" she yelled out loud.
„It's not a date."
„Bro of course it is! He asked you out!"
„Jade told you didn't she?" I asked.
„No I didn't! You have no proves!" she says loud enough for me to hear it over the phone.
„Now she knows." I could imagine Vanessa rolling her eyes.
„I don't go on a date with him. We just go out as friends."
„Yeeaaahhhh just friends..." Vanessa said.
„Guys I need to get ready so fuck off and go give somebody blowjob or something like this!"
„Gurllll wanna fight?! WANNA FIGHT?!" Jade screamed on the other side.
„Fuck off, bye bros!"
„Wai-„
Ups my finger slipped. I really need to get ready. I took my black jeans, my blue pullover and my white sneakers. I put a little bit of mascara, did my eyebrows and put a little of my pink lipstick. I look at myself in the mirror and feel nothing. I feel like another human being. My long brown hair doesn't feel special anymore. My bright green eyes that I loved before aren't that bright anymore, they are full of darkness now. My curves that I feel in love too are nothing special to me anymore. I don't recognize the girl who is starring back at me, as if I saw somebody else and not me was there.
I drank my coffee and took the glass into the kitchen where my father is still sitting and texting on his phone. I put the cup in the dishwasher. My father noticed I was here and started speaking.
„Where are you going?"
„I'm going to visit mom."
„You can visit her on the weekend, you have school tomorrow."
„She is my mother. She is sick I want to be there for her." I said calmly.
If I have learned something from my past then it is that I should never yell at him.
„You better be home tomorrow after school."
„Of course father."
„You will clean the kitchen because you didn't do it today. You will clean the bathroom, the living room and of course your room."
„But I cleaned the kitchen today!" I said with my voice raised.... that was a mistake.
„The kitchen was a mess! You didn't clean properly and I needed to clean it AFTER YOU!" he yelled.
‚WHAT?! I TOOK MY TIME TO CLEAN EVERY CORNEN OF THE KITCHEN!!! SERIOUSLY?!' I thought.
„I'm sorry father tomorrow I'll be earlier at home and I will clean everything." I said and bow my head shamefully.
„I hope so. Go before I change my mind. Marc will call your mother later to see if you're there." he said.
I took my purse and got out of the apartment. I live on the 5th floor. No elevator. I was out of the building and waited for Liam. He should be here in 5 minutes. I'll just sit down on the bench he'll be he- I was thinking too much to notice that somebody put their hand on my shoulder.

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