now i am in the last year , and it is very important , i really need to pass otherwise repeat again , if i pass then two more years will stay to complete my college then university and work , that what i had thought will happened ......
but life always take a new turn
it is not easy , i pretend to be happy , just for my parents and classmate and teachers even if they don't care for me , but my parent cares for me i cant see them in pains they have given me a life , they showed the world , they have teached me how to love , i will be so unfortunate if i dont do anything for my parent , it is not easy to go with a smiley face, it is not easy to live in lies but my heart just cant resist, in every small things my tears fall out , despite a lots of efforts i cant control my tears and emotions.
Every day i am judge , you must wonder how much i cry , how much my heart pains .
since the few months i have decide not to cry or to feel bad , whatever people says about me i will ignore it but everynight those pricking words , those laughting at me appears like a nightmare and me in the corner watching , without saying a words , how could people be that mean , how could they do that , they talk about love ,respect , educate , sociable , modern and more , still they dont have the education of respecting someone feeling , someone emotion .
my mother always me that beauty belong in simplicity .
simplicity is another word of natural , but nowadays there are so many people unnatural that there is no place for natural and simple people.
i have dreams , and really want to realise them time is ditching everyone
