This is me.

School days

"It always seems like betrayal when you go against what your friends believe strongly about you."says Amy.She is my best friend to say the least. Ok ok, she is imaginary but she helps me to get by.l really like her.Although she is good and all,she is not real and really wish she was.

"I am not betraying them as such but l am uhm..saving them against a lot of hurt,that's what good friends do right."l respond.l do not know why all of a sudden l feel like crying.l am being such a girl.Its not so bad though but l can't cry even when l want to because l don't want to be weak.l hate being vulnerable. To feel like a champ l tend to cry from the inside.It helps somehow.If you notice carefully l talk to myself a lot thats coz l think l am the only close thing to understanding my feelings. Guess adolescence has got me hard.

"Selenaaa,guess what?" Sky screams as she comes closer.She is always happy like always and l wonder how.

"Firstly aaaah, you won't believe it! says Sky almost not breathing.

"Hey take it easy and tell me already." l say, curious to hear what she has to say.

"So uhm l posted that video if though you said not to and guess what, it has tonnes of views and they want you in the school dance team."

Why would you do that?That is something personal. l expressed my feelings that day through that dance and you saw it unexpectedly. So, almost everyone at school will watch it.I can't believe the secret is out.But whoa, wait l made the dance team.Aaaaah.That is like super difficult.Aaaah again.Malvin is the captain that means aaaah although l can't say aloud.

This comes out instead.

"The da..dance team,come again please." I say stunned
"You did it girl."

She has that smiley face that means l really did it.l hope Bianca thinks so too.l still can't believe it.I mean Malvin and l that is me and Malvin.l really don't want to get ahead of myself but this is so cool.OMG!