In Love With My Stranger

farewell

"We have gathered here to pray for the soul of our faithfully departed brother and son Chris scubillion "  I heard the priest say . I still couldn't believe it my darling child gone . I couldn't process a thing .
Marylin the choir mistress comforted mr as I looked on to chris' casket.  I moved nearer as they lowered it

Final regards were made
I still sat even though people had clearly disappeared (it was all my fault I wasn't mother enough) . I recalled his dad Christopher.  The smile he always gave that night he left me at the train station pregnant and in labour.  Then I recalled the day Chris was diagnosed with leukaemia (why) I continously asked myself
I felt someone touch me . I hadn't realised I was tearing well until I saw a handkerchief come on . I raised my head to see.  He stood there.
He didn't say a word but I most definitely understood what he would have said . O placed my head on his shoulder and looked thinking
"It's getting cold . We ought to go inside" He said
He held my hand caressed it un surely.  He drew close and planted a kiss on my forehead.  I doubt it was enough . I needed more.  He kissed my cheek and neck then lips but with each I felt him say "it was going to be alright" his kisses spoke to me.  We kissed some more and more and more and more his tongue tangled with mine . Our foreheads met.  I felt his face heat up. He held my hand the more caressing it as I caressed hos neck we kissed once more then stopped. 
"In case of anything call me"he said
"I'm supposed to say that not you" I said
He stared into my eyes and kissed me longer.
" I don't want to go" he said
"Don't worry I will be fine" I said . I saw hesitation in his eyes
He held my hands and kissed them "you sure?" He asked. I nodded

I moved into his office dressed in my usual attire. I stood outside his office
"Ita" he said
"Sir" I replied entering his office
He looked at me
"Clyde" I corrected myself
"How are you? " he said
I smiled trying to bury the guilt and sorrow down
"How about a day off? " he said
"That wouldn't-" he broke me off .
"Com'on" he said grabbing my hand as we moved out . I saw his PA stare angrily at me. 
"Mrslakes our relationship is strictly professional and if anyone sees what we are doing they'll think otherwise "  I tried saying but he pulled me down the stairs
I entered his Delorean and we drove off. 
Afew miles away from the city
"Where are we going" I asked
"You'll see". He held my hand pn mu lap and with his thumb  he caressed my thigh which electrified me . He turned again. ..now it seemed we were going up a hill
Later on he pulled over in a vast land out looking the city  from a distance.  It was like nothing I'd ever seen.  The beautiful sunrise seemed to be settling on the city itself
"What's this place? " I asked moving out of the car so did he
He looked at me with his hands over his chest
" so you said our relationship is professional right? " he said
"Y-y-yes" I found myself stammering
"Does that mean we aren't friends? " he asked
"Friends? "I repeated
"Lovers perhaps" he said drawing closer amd tracing his finger round my neck
"Lovers? "I asked
"Yes lovers" he replied whispering to my ear the nibbled against it . I gasped as he pulled my closer I could feel his bearings beneath hi pants on my butt
"Mr slakes-"I tried to say
"Yes"he said while caressiny butt
"This wasn't part of my job"
He cocked his head to the left then turned and held my head so I could look at him his other hand on my butt
"Mr slakes"
"Yes" he drew his head nearer
I felt myself loosen up losing focus
"Mr slakes" I said . He planted a mild kiss on my lips then another then another and another
"yes"   he said before he went back to the kissing.  I saw my hands raise up to his neck embracing it.  We kissed I couldn't resist it anymore I couldn't help it . He lifted me to the bonnet  and drew closer. I felt him untuck my shirt and slide his hands to my knickers as we kissed
"I want nothing to ever trouble you when we are together" he said then we resumed
One more then another and probably the last . He kissed me once more before our foreheads met as  we looked down to my pants with his hand in them ." I could do this with you alone"
Just then I recalled his PA
"What if I wanted more?" I teased. He lifted his eyebrow and smiled . Jeezlouise I loved his dimples
"Are you teasing or daring? " he asked. I cocked my head right and kissed him . His phone rang.  He got it out .
"Excuse me" he said moving to the far end

He came back after I'd moved to the car.  He sat in silence
"Is everything okay? "
"Yes" he lied. He started the car. I reached out and stopped it he looked at me . 
"Let's go have a snack" he said . He drove in silence and pulled over at a Japanese restaurant.
"Com'on " he said . I followed up behind him we sat then stared on.
"Hey" I said startling him. I nodded at the waiter
"Yes ,water please" he said.  Something was surely wrong after the call.