Chasing Pavements (BL)

Page 6: Curiosity

Cameron's Point Of View

I woke up feeling refreshed... I've never slept so well in my whole life! It's as if all my problems just vanished last night.

I stretched my arms a bit and adjusted my eyes as the darkness still lingers in the room...

I reached for my phone on the table beside my bed. Oh, it's still 5 in the morning, I've got 2 hours before going to school so I think I'll rest a bit more.

I'm trying to make myself more comfortably on my bed by adjusting the pillows... hmmm, pillows... I tried to feel each pillow that was around me while my eyes are still closed but wait!

What is this...

FUCK!

to my horror, I suddenly felt stiff. I saw an arm across my stomach then I felt another arm below my head... What the actual fuck?!

I turned my head on the other side to see who has been sleeping in my bed with me!

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SHAWN?! what is he doing here?! sshould I wake him up?! The hell! This is embarrassing!

I tried to wiggle my way out without waking him up, but my actions were futile. The moment I tried to pry his hands away from me, he even held on tighter! Gosh! What will I do??

I waited a bit until he looses his grip, so I stayed there unable to move... I looked at him while he sleeps.

Ok, this is weird. But seeing his face is kinda soothing. I don't know why but I unconsciously put down my guard and even touched his cheeks. I caressed it softly enough not to wake him up. I trailed his nose with my finger until it found its way to the corner of his lips... It was soft and smooth.

My heart started to beat fast and I can't seem to calm myself! I reached for his dangling hair and combed it aside to see his face well.

He's very handsome... I've never seen a guy's face this close...

Tons of questions now finds its way in my head like...

how would it feel like to kiss him?

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what taste does he have...

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will he, like it too?

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I bring my face closer to his while cupping his cheeks.

Now our face is just a few millimeters apart. My lips hovers over his... only a slight push will make both lips meet.

I studied him, making sure he is asleep.

I waited for a light snore to pass before I...

there... Just, just try it Cam... He wouldn't know anyway, right?

I slowly pressed my lips against his... Slowly... But it's so soft... I don't feel like taking my lips away yet... I want to savor this moment for just a little bit.

I closed my eyes and placed my upper lip in between his lips... I slowly parted his using my tongue... surprisingly, it wasn't that hard... So I instinctively reached my hand on his nape and bring my body closer to his...

This... this is euphoric. Damn, I feel hot all over.

I pressed my lips against his lips again, this time a little bit deeper but still slowly.

Kissing him felt like Summer knocking on Autumn's door... The warmth of his breath lingers around my mouth, while his cold skin accentuates the darkness making my body moves closer to his involuntarily.

I was too drawn to him that I forgot that he's sleeping! I snapped out when he suddenly moved.

Shit. I pulled back the kiss and pretended to snore.... oooooooh I hope he didn't notice!

I observed him a bit then he went back snoring lightly. I felt the heavy weight in my chest was removed. Oh gosh, that would've been a freaking disaster....

I sighed and stared at the ceiling...

What is wrong with me? I put my arms over my eyes and contemplated what I've actually done. I'm a sick pervert for heaven's sake.

This needs to stop. I looked at him once more. This time he loosens his grip, and I took out his hands from my stomach.

I sat on my bed and looked at him once more... I brought my face closer again. I silently whispered to him...

CAM: I'm sorry Shawn, for taking advantage of you. This is not me. I must've been confused by the way you treated me last night.

I planted a kiss on his forehead and left the room.

I went to the swimming pool to cool myself off.

I... I need to forget about him.

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I stayed on the pool until 7am. I didn't have breakfast. I wasn't in the mood to eat after what I did earlier to Shawn.

I took a bath at the gym shower bringing my clothes and bag for school later. But I don't feel.like going to class... I don't have the guts to look at him in the eye. What if he knows I kissed him? What if he felt disgusted? What if... what if he tells everyone what I did?!

I'm freaking out... I dunno what happened but I suddenly felt light headed... everything starts to get wobbly... then as I closed my eyes to adjust my sight, It started to get dark... I...

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