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1. P.JM

"What! Why are you leaving again!" I'm starting to feel insecure about y/n and I. Our relationship isn't really going the good path. I love her to death, but when she goes somewhere I can't help but feel suspicious. Well she was my first girlfriend.. Maybe I'm nervous. We've made it this far. 5 years. I'm amazed but when I compare us to Jaebum 12 years?! I can't. 

"If you can't trust me then why are we together!" She yelled. I want to trust you... I just can't bring myself to do it... I ruffle my hair in fustration, my eyes getting puffy and red. "J-jimin, are you crying?" That's it. That one question, it's weird, but it makes me feel better. It makes me feel cared about. 'Are you okay', or, 'Are you crying', 'What are you doing'. I like when people ask me specific questions like they care.

Especially when it's y/n. Since our relationship is taking a downfall. I stand up and embrace her.  I can feel a smirk against my neck as she hesitates to hug me back. "I love you, I just feel insecure.." I admit. She pushes off a little. "What. Insecure about what?" She furrows her eyebrows. "Our... relationship..?" I say. She looks really pissed now.

I hear her scoff and grab the keys off of the coffee table. She grabs her trench coat and opens the door. Leaving me there speechless. "If you felt that way we could have talked about it and not went in so fast." She slams the door shut. I close my eyes tightly and slide down the wall, crouching.

"What did I do? What did I do...." 

I whine to myself, grabbing my head in my hands messing my hair. "I-i'm sorry, but-- I-I don't know.." I sigh giving up, just staying still in my spot waiting for her to come back to my arms. All I want right now more than anything is just for her to come back to me so I can embrace her one last time, and never

let her go..