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2. P.JM

After y/n left I got up off of my feet and forced myself up to fix some dinner. I sigh at the thought of an empty fridge. I remember when we used to go food shopping together... Those were fun times, arguing on what item to buy or what item not to buy. Now we have nothing. Just like our relationship. My vision starts to grow blurry as I bring my hand to my head and feel a slight bump. Where did that come from ?? I walk to the bathroom stumbling a bit. Maybe it's the alcohol. I have been drinking more since our relationship wreck. I looked into the mirror only to find a huge cut gushing out spiders. What the hell?! I pry it open with my hands and all of the spiders drop to the floor with a thump, like rain.

 I-I'm hallucinating. I did it often, but I take meds. I thought I was doing better, I guess not... I run to the medicene cabinet and messily pull out five bottles. I tried deciding which one I should take. My vision was to blurry to where I couldn't see the tag. I pulled out my phone to call y/n but she didn't answer. Fuck, how the hell am I supposed to know which one to pick. Maybe I shouldn't have waited so long to take it. 

I heard keys jingling on the other side of the door, knowing it was y/n I stumbled towards it. As soon as she walked in I fell into her arms. She was shocked but quickly caught me. "Y-y/n..." I stuttered over my words unable to get them out. "Jimin! What the hell." She hissed. 

I chuckled just a little, happy that she had come back for me. "I-i'm so so sorry. I should have t-told you how I felt a-about our-" She shushed me and set me onto the sofa, comforting me. I felt safe. I felt relaxed in her arms.. I could feel her breath hit against my face as she caressed my arm. "Are you okay?" I nodded pointing to the kitchen cabinet. Her eyes widened as she grew stiff. "What in the world. Park Jimin how'd you manage to make such a freaking mess?!" She yelled. I chuckled again as I was happy to see her in the regular state. 

"I'm sorry.... I love you."