(Angst)˜"*°•.˜"*°• What if? •°*"˜.•°*"˜

1. J.HS

"Y/n I already told you to go away..." I sighed hoping that the younger girl that stuck to me like a magnet would leave me be. She looked up at me and pouted. Twiddling with her fingers, this annoyed me even more. I closed my eyes before I inhaled, "Y/n i'm not goi-"

"But I love you, and I want you to love me too."

Selfish. That's all I want to describe her as. She's always clinging to me like her life depends on it. I want to ask her so badly why she would love someone like me, a quarreler. I fight just like y/n fights for my love. And that is pretty strong. Sometimes when she is not around, which is rare, I kind of miss her. 

I miss her annoying ways of cuddling me to death and her cheesy jokes that made me laugh only for her to fall more into love. She's 3 years younger. I tell her it's never gonna happen but as always she says,

"Jung Hoseok, age doesn't matter. As long as you follow the path to what you truly love, it's worth fighting for. God puts a little blanket of dark blue over us every. single. night. Why? Because he cares enough to do something so simple, That he would buy a big enough blanket for the whole world! This is what our love is. Don't even try to say it's one sided. I know deep down you feel a splash of surprising emotions inside. It's in your eyes!" 

Her whole face lights up, even that annoying smile that blinds me is enough to make any man fall in love with her.No matter how I feel about her, I can't just drag her into my shit using her as a shield 24/7. Scars appearing everytime I mess up. 

And also not matter how many times the words she always says light up my day, I always end with this; "How? How do you tend on winning me over? Will you make me fall?" And the last thing she will always say is,

"Well I don't suppose I need to, I've already done it."