Monroe
I still can't believe Chris is alive and he thought I was going to be mad if he came back. I knew Chris since 5th grade and yea he was friend zone until we got to 11th grade and told me how he felt and then we broke up when went are separate ways for collage but after that, one day I went to the park and we saw each other and went on from there.
My door bell rung
"Who is it " I said before opening the door grabbing my gun
" Open the door Roe " said chris
" Why " I said putting the gun down
" Open the fucking door bruhh stop playing "
" Still got a short temper huh " I said smirking
He didn't say nothing so I open the door and saw him there with his fist balled up and his head down. I grabbed his fist and unravelled them and grabbed it and pulled him in the house and went and sat on the couch.
" You want to wait a few minutes or you gone talk " I said
" I'm going to talk " he said exhaling
" So what do you want to talk about " I said lifting his head
" Us Roe I can't keep doing this I lost you once and I don't want to loose you again if I have you right here " he said looking at me
" Chris you know I'm with Rich and I truly love him how do expect for me to just up and leave him just because you came back after 6 years of me thinking you was dead huh cause I just got Rich and I don't want to leave him because you want me to that's not fair for neither of us if go back with you I'll be breaking my heart and his and you'll loose a good friend Bestfriend at that " I said
He looked at me
" So then what about me you expect me to stay in friend zone when I already been through that for 7 years, cause that's not fair for me Roe I love you and you Love me to I can't be friends with somebody I love Roe that's not fair for me " he said getting mad
" Chris calm down okay I just don't known, you don't know what it feels like to be in love with to people " I said
" This is to much for me right know Chris I love you I do but, but " I said
" But what huh cause if you love someone you'll be with that someone " he said
" I'm just Confused okay !! " I said yelling
" What's there to be Confused about Monroe huh Please tell me I can't keep looking at somebody I love I'll die for with so- " he was cut short by the doorbell
I opened the door to see Rich walking in with a guilty look on his face
" Baby I didn't mean to do it, it was I don't even know she came on to me i didn't mean to cheat I love you so much please. Forgive me " he said getting on his knees hugging my waist
I just standin there shocked
" Hmph yo man don't seem like he cares about yo Roe call me when youre Not Confused " Chris said walking out the door
" What what's he doing here Roe I'm Confused " Rich said standing up
" Get out " I said calm trying not to pick my glock up and shoot this bitch nigga
" What Roe " he said about to touch me
" Get the fuck out before I shoot yo cheatin ass " I said pointing my gun at his temple
" Okay okay I'm sorry roe I love you " he said then walked out
I through my gun at the wall
I sat on the couch and put my head in my hands I got up and walked towards the staircase and punched the wall and left a whole
I went in my room and through my self on the bed and looked up at the ceiling and looked at my hand it was bleeding but I didn't care at this point
" God if you hear me please help me guide me to the right person please I can't keep doing this I've been through so much in life I already tried giving up but I can't give up cause then my son is going to be motherless and fartherless then I'm going to be Called selfish " I said crying my heart out
" God just help me "
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