New Places - Adopted by Dan howell (Danisnotonfire)

You Saved Me - Chptr 10

i wondered around london for 20 minites. just thinking about my life. or what i had left of it. i went back to starbucks just so i wouldn't get lost and sat on the brick wall near it. i turned on my ipod and pllugged in my headphones and blasted some fall out boy into my ears. the pain was slightly seduced. i listened to an album over 3 times then finnally got up to find somewhere to sleep.

***** The Next Day *****

i opened my eyes to the allyway i slept in last night. i tugged on my hoddie to cover my cold skin even more from the harsh weather. i got up and made my way down the long cobbled road where starbucks was and sat in the park opposite.i entered the play area and sat on the swing, rocking slowly. i looked a bit too old, but i think i got away with being alone in a park. i think this maybe me over reacting but. i hated life, i hate me, and dan and school, and family. i just want it to end. i got up off the swing and exeted the fenced area. i walked over the grass near the road, but saw a tall dark haired man with a leather jacket on. Dan. i put my head down and walked far behind him to where i was going. we got to a road and he waited but soon got impaintient and began to walk into the road. i noticed the car coming near. he was not gonna make it to the other side. in the few seconds i had to make a decision, i ran up behind him and pushed him out the way. the car came hurtlng down the road loudly. and i got pushed to the floor in a hazey fall. the last feeling i felt was heart-ache and pain. 

i woke up in cold sheets and somone holding my hand. i kept my eyes closed but moved my toes slightly under the bedding. 

"kayla?" i heard some one say my name. i opened my eyes and to the left of my was Dan in a plastic cheap chair. the room smelled of antibacterial things and all i cound hear was the monitor next to me and my heavy reathing. i took my hand out of his and sadness washed over his face. i then lied on my side my back facing him. trying to ignore him. 

"y-you saved me." he stuttered. no shit sherlock. i kept on ignoring him. "why?" i didn't want to answer but anger took over me and i sat up and looked at him, and said back.

"did you know how happy i was whe you adopted me. it was amazing. i met phil and louise and zoe. but over that i loved you. your were the best dad ever you looked after me and was nice. when i woke up in hospital after the car crash i cried for over an hour because you wearn't with me and now you ditch me for Amber." i blurted out tears rolling down my face, i turned my back and lead back down on the coftable hospital bed.