Where Theres Hope Theres Love

Chapter 5

Now im on my way to the hospital to get me checked out for my cancer. Im kind of nervese i mean what if it's so bad that i have to stay in the hospital and never go back to school. I can't never see chad again i mean that would ruin my life. Im at the hospital and there checking me out and they say that i should stay for a while like a month or two. "O crap" why would this happen right now really, are you serious God. I guess hes serious "O crap".

Im sitting in the hospital bed and then all the sudden Josie walks in and she says "hi" and then I said "hi" she said that she was sorry and that she really wanted me to be back in my life also i said that i would and now she had to leave. She was gone now and my mom came in. She said that everything was going to be ok. I didn't think anything bad was going to happen.

I'm still sitting there and then the doctor walks in and says everyone please leave and everyone left. I asked "what is going on?" They said "they needed to give me a shot and I hate shots they scare the hell out of me! I mean the are putting a needle into your arm! They were just about to give me the shot and I screamed so my mom came in to see what was going on. They said that they were giving me a shot so that they could see how to fix the cancer. My mom told them about how terrified I am of shots and they said that they had to do this or else I will die because they couldn't do anything and my mom said that I had to be calm so that they could give me the shot so I took a deep breath as they gave me the shot.

What the hell that didn't even hurt! All the sudden they said that I should get an iPod so that I could FaceTime people because they can't come every day because they might not be able to so you could see them whenever. I told them that none of my friends had an iPod so that wouldn't work. They said that it's to bad because they won't see you as much because your not going to school anymore. Than everyone was silent and I was thinking about how I might not see my best friends in a long time.

What am I supposed to do I mean I'm so board I'm not supposed to get out of bed well unless I have to pee. I turned the TV on and Good Luck Charlie was on so I changed the channel and sponge bob was on and I hate sponge bob. I changed the channel again to TLC and What Not to Wear was on. I kept it on this channel but then I got hungry so my mom got me some milk and fruit. "Yum!" I love fruit.